Rain, Kisses, and Coming out

Chapter 1: Rain

Franks POV

It was gently raining outside, fitting perfectly with Franks mood. Frank wanted nothing more than to be able to kiss the love of his life in front of his friends. Sadly, his boyfriend Gerard was afraid of being even more of an outcast.

Gerard had invited him to come over to his place, since his parents were on a date, and his brother Mikey was hanging out with friends. I put on my black converse and left for his place.

I realized after I left that I probably should've worn a hoodie, because by the time I walked down the street I was soaked. I was feeling even more moody, and when I knocked on the door I was definitely not smiling. Gerard on the other hand was smirking.

"Hey babe," Gerard said letting me in "love the new look."

I rolled my eyes and gave him a sloppy kiss, feeling a lot better now that I was with him.

"Thanks asshole, glad to see one of us is enjoying it, because I'm freezing."

"Oh, well do you wanna borrow a shirt?" he asked grinning

"Sure, then can we watch a movie or something?"

"Of course."

Gerards POV

I got Frank a T-shirt, and put in a random zombie movie. It was so great to be able to hang out with him. We were laying on the couch cuddling and sharing lazy kisses.

I am absolutely in love with him, but I was  afraid to come out. I knew it bothered him, because he wanted to be able to show affection in front of our friends and family. Im not ashamed of him in the slightest, I just don't want my family and friends to hate me, and thats why I'm scared. 

"Hey Frankie?" I said quietly

"Whats up Gee?"

"Are you upset because I don't want to come out right now?" I asked in a slightly shaky voice.

"What? No...well kind of. I just want to be able to kiss you, and hug you. I know you aren't ready and thats fine." he said kissing my cheek.

"Are you sure? I really love you, but I'm scared. I don't know why, but I just am. I want to be able to love you in front of everyone too, but I still feel scared." I said frowning.

"Gee, I love you, and I'm okay with not coming out right now. We can whenever you're ready." He said with a smile on his face. "So stop worrying, and watch the movie."

I am seriously lucky to have such an amazing boyfriend.

"M'kay" I said turning my head back to the screen, playing with his hair.