Sucker For Attention [LARRY STYLINSON]

Part 2

A year later.

"Louis! How many times do I have to tell you that smoking isn't good for your health, I know you are going through stress but that doesn't mean you have to chain smoke yourself into oblivion!" Danielle yelled at Louis, she was simply frustrated.

"Grab my card and go for shopping or something" Louis just simply waved his hand and went back to his cigarette.

yeah, Danielle loved Louis but it was getting more than impossible to be with him, especially when he was being a right pain in the ass. Ever since his mother died, his depression sky rocketed. He moped around for a few days, tried to take his mind off of things but let be honest here, what could a millionaire possibly do that he might haven't done before? 

"You can't keep doing this to yourself, you will die if you keep living like this" Danielle sighed.

"I wish it was that easy Dani, now chop chop, go buy some stuff for yourself, my treat" Louis mastered a fake smile, not that he remembers what a real smile felt like.

Who could say no to free clothes? She was gone without another word.

Louis grabbed his phone and opened a picture of his mother, it was one from her wedding day, she looked so radiant in her white wedding dress, smile brighter than the sun, she was so happy that day, after all she was marrying the love of her life in front of everyone. She was proud and content, with her entire family there to support her.

"You look so beautiful in that picture mum, I can literally hear your laughter ringing through my ears" his voice was laced with so many emotions but his face was blank, like a stone.

"I am holding on mum, I will keep my promise" Louis absentmindedly swiped his fingers over the image, he imagined what it was like to be wrapped in her mother's comforting arms when the whole world was against him. The next picture popped up, it was one of him and Harry, taken on the very same day.

They were in Tux but Harry had thought that it would be very cool if he showed off his entire chest on his mum's wedding, the picture was taken when Louis was scolding Harry for being inappropriate in a family event. The little frown on Harry's fore head was so adorable that Louis had to run after Lottie just so he could have the picture.  

Louis clutched his wrist tightly, surely there will be bruises but no one has to know.

He was so tired, there was absolutely no one left to share his pain without feeling like a burden. Maybe that's what happen when you try to be a hero.

But even after all this, he doesn't regret a thing when he looks at harry, even more gorgeous than before.

Louis wasn't by his side through everything but he witnessed it all from the distance, he saw how Harry blossomed into his real self, now he was everything Louis wanted to be and he couldn't be more proud of his boy.

Harry pursued all his dreams, he completely changed. the womaniser image that he once had was now so deep in its grave that all Louis could say to that was "RIP". Harry was allowed to do whatever he wished for, however he wished, whenever he wanted. 

The little chubby cheeked teenager who looked up to Louis, asked him stupid questions and was far more curious than necessary was now someone Louis looked up to, so did all the other boys and the whole world.

As for the boys, they were doing great, doing their own thing during the break, being productive,  obviously not laying around fantasising like Louis was. 

Louis didn't wanted to intrude their lives but the texts he occasionally received from Niall and Liam made his day 10x better.

But he never heard anything from his green eyed boy since that day.

...

That night Louis was lying in his bed, reading his current favourite fan fiction. He wasn't ever into reading but... they were addicting!

He always found himself reading whenever he could spare the time. He had a crazy tight schedule with the new single, interviews and appearances but the stories were like 'cheat food' after a heavy workout session, in the stories he had the life he always dreamed of, where he was happy, specifically... happy with Harry.

In this fiction Harry was the school jock and Louis was the nerd, it was pretty typical but Louis found it very amusing, he wanted to understand how the girls could even imagine Harry as a sturdy jock, like honestly the flower child Harry AUs made more sense but it didn't stop him from adoring the scene where Harry had him pinned against the lockers, whispering dirty things in his ears.

Louis knew he was digging his own grave through these fanfics but he still loved to compare the fiction Harrys with his real boy because... none of them could ever compare to his baby, always so gentle and loving.

He was scrolling through the completed ones mostly because that way he could be certain if the story had a happy ending or not when he found the fiction, it was hella famous and he was sure that he had heard the names quite a few times via twitter. 

'Confessions of a gay Disney Prince'

Louis decided to give it a try.

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