April 29th, 2015
"Dear Diary,
Broken, lost, lonely... I don't know what to do... it feels like I just lost everything... I want nothing more than to get you back, just please come back... I miss you more than anything, but I love you even more... I want you back, all the fun times we had, the memories we share. I remember that time we went into the ice cream shop and you ordered the banana split with extra fudge and I was so disgusted, so you put some on a spoon and flung it at me. The time we walked around London and you threw me in the water fountain, where you throw in coins, and you wished to be in my life forever... but now you're gone and I don't know what to do... I miss you, come back..."
I sat in window, sobbing, wishing I could turn off my feelings. Writing my feelings couldn't help anymore than I hoped. I wiped off the tears on the page before closing my diary. I grabbed a pillow and sobbed quietly, slowly entering a loud cry. I couldn't handle it anymore... too much heartbreak for one little body.
"Katie? You okay in there?" My mom called out.
"Yeah, thanks mom." I called out, hiding my tears.
"Hunny... I'm coming in..." my mom said, opening my door.
"Mom... no..." I replied, breaking down into a loud cry.
"Hunny... it's okay... I know it hurts... I am hurting too..." she broke in a soft, but powerful cry.
"I miss him, mom. I miss my best friend so much..."
"I know hunny... I do too baby..."
I hugged my pillow harder as my mom wrapped her arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer. I cried harder. Watching the kids outside, getting together for school. My makeup and tears staining my cheeks, I pulled my hair up, then I hugged the pillow again.
"I am going to call you out of school today, and I am taking the day off work." My mom said, wiping the tears off my cheek.
YOU ARE READING
Ripped Away
Non-FictionKatie feels broken, lost, lonely. She doesn't know what to do with herself. She lost a part of her that can never be brought back. So how does she handle it? Not well. She can't handle all the pain, she's at her breaking point. She's completely brok...
