Dirty secrets (Slow updates)

Intro/getting ready

Hello im Lillth im 16 and i have a perfect life or so I thought i did. I had the perfect family. The most amazing friends. But it all changed when i met him. Zane Romave the boy I thought i knew but clearly thought wrong.
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Hi im Zane not really anything to say about me. I have an amazing family but i dont have any friends or anything. Im an outcast the kid who gets bullied and shit. But it all changes when i met the girl of my dreams. Lillth May. The real question in all of this is.. do i tell her or let her see?
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▪️Lillths Pov▪️
"I DONT FUCK WITH YOU! YOU LIL STUPID ASS BITCH I AINT FUCKING WITH YOU!" Me and my best friend Lilly and me sing while i drive to my house. We just got out of school and we have to set up for the party tonight. "Lillth hello earth to lillth" Lilly says getting out. Oh we here already. I must of blacked out. "Do you think he will actually come?" Lilly says "who?" I ask not remembering "Zane duh he goes to a different school and hes your type im SURE you guys will click" lilly says walking up the stairs to my bedroom "Lilly you know i dont date not after wh-" i start saying but get cut off "i know i know can we not talk about that right now someone might be listening" she says whispering. I hate walking around with this pain everyday i miss him so so much
⚫️Flashback⚫️
"I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE YOU ACT LIKE IM NOT EVEN HERE ANYMORE IT HURTS LILLTH I LOVE YOU SO GODDAMN MUCH BUT YOU KEEP PUSHING ME ASIDE. Do you not love me?" Luke yells but says the last part in a whisper "i do love you Luke i want to be with you for the rest of my life. Its just ugh idk how to explain it" i say starting to cry "know what im done Lillth call me when you figure everything out" Luke says walking out.
⚫️flashback over⚫️
Never to be seen again it was my fault he disappeared. because of me. His family lost someone amazing because of me im the reason for all the pain everyone has because hes gone. "Lillth? Lillth what's wrong? Why are you crying?" Lilly asks hugging me sliding down a wall in my room "its all my fault hes gone because of me all the pain people have because hes gone is because of me" i say now shaking and cry. Yes lilly is my best friend but shes only seen me cry once i dont cry in front of people it makes me feel weak. "Lillth how long have you been holding this in" say asks worry clearly in her voice "since it happened i was the last person that saw him" i say calming down a bit. Lilly and me just sit there. Her hugging me rocking me back and forth saying its gonna be ok after a bit i look at the clock on my wall "Lilly its 6:30 we need to get all the shit done" i said getting up fast and walking to my closet grabbing our dresses and high heels. "Ok you go start setting up and ill get all the make up ready" i say laying our dresses down and turning towards her "ok" she says walking out with a small smile on her lips. I walk over to my large make up dresser thingy and pick out the make up and all the stuff to do our hair i lay it all out with pur dresses "Lillth im done you ready for showers and everything" lilly walks in with 4 towels. "Ill take the bathroom in here u take downstairs and hurry the party starts at 8" i say taking my 2 towels from her and walking into the bathroom. I start playing my music singing along as i get it to the temp i want. After successfully getting it warm enough i get undressed and get in humming the song that was playing. After washing my body and hair i get off wapping my hair in one of the towels and the other one around my body i walk into my room and see Lilly already getting my make up ready to be used on hand. "Ready?" She says looking at me "yup dont go to crazy please"i say i see her nod as she starts the long process of doing my make up after about 30 minutes of doing my make up i see its 7:15 i slip on my dress after doing my hair i look in the mirror happy about how i look. The dress is all black and is sparklely and has a batman symbol across my chest. I look at Lilly who looks absolutely stunning her dress is all red and it fits her body perfectly.
*DING DONG*
And the party begins i think walking out of my bedroom ready for the night.
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Hai loves hope you like the first chapter. It will get better you guys just have to keep reading. Welp bai loves until next time🤗