Brain vs. Heart

What do I do? Part 1

M= me           B= Brain            H= heart

M: What do i do?

B: Break up with him, he's useless

H: No, give him another chance

M: why?

H: He loves you

B: He's probably cheating on you

M: no I don't think so..

H: He would never do that

B: Yes he would, guys get bored, he's been bored with you since forever!

M: really?

B: Yes, now break up with him and go get your crying pillow

H: No! Give him another chance, he needs and deserves it.

M: I wouldn't say deserves it.

B: Exactly! Just break up and you'll be alone again, as you should be. A worthless human being with no one to love you.

H: Don't listen!

B: No one else in this world will ever like you. You're scared to break up with him because you don't want to be alone. You wimp.

H: Don't listen!!

B: The only reason you're with him is to feel loved and know you won't die alone now. You're destined to die alone anyways, speed up the process.

M: That sounds about right.

H: NO!

M: Why am i here if I will never be loved? People are disgusted by me. No one likes me.

H: You just have to give him another chance! Everything will be fine, I promise!!

M: OH AND ALL THOSE OTHER CHANCES WHAT? I've given many chances for him to change, I'm not gonna be his mom, he already has someone for that. I'm done.

B: Yes! Good girl.

H: No! Put the gun down.

M: Its for the best...Ive lived my life to it's extent and experienced the things I wanted to. My life is complete.

H: No! You need him in your life. He needs you too!

M: NO! All he needs is a punch bag and I WILL NOT BE THAT PUNCH BAG!

H: HE LOVES YOU

M: I loved him too, still do. But it's too painful, I can't let him hurt me again....its too much to deal with

B: listen to me, you don't deserve to live or love. Hes with a pretty blonde right about now, I bet. They're laughing, having a drink, and soon they will be together and you'll just be another ex he's forgotten about.

M: No...it can't be...we're on a break! IT CAN'T BE!

H: It's lying to You! He's at home crying over you ! He's been looking at your pictures for the past hour, he can't stand being without you.

M: Wait...really? But he seemed so happy...

B: Because he is happy with out you.

M: I can tell.

H: No no! It's all for show! He wants to show himself as a strong man not a cry baby . He truely loves you and he can't live with out you. Do the right thing! 

M: So I have to live in order to make someone else happy when I'M not?

H: That's not what I meant

M: Yes it was !

B: Do what you have to do, you already know.

M: I'm sorry heart but you don't win this time....

H: NO!!!

B: Pull the trigger

M: Worthless

H: No!

M: Punch bag

B: Pull the trigger!

H: No please !

M: Ugly and disgusting

B: PULL THE TRIGGER GOD DAMMIT!

M: Unwanted

H: NOOOOO!!!!

                         -Darkness-