I sat in daddy's room while he was in the bathroom taking a quick shower before we head off to the movies. Dad never lets me watch scary movies, so to actually have a chance to watch one for the first time is kind of exciting for me and I couldn't be happier, but I just wish that I was experiencing this with both of my daddies. I've only had one dad to share all of my experiences with and I feel incomplete here, but I can't talk to him about this.
The show that I was watching went to commercial, so that gave me a chance to steal a juice box from his mini fridge. I quickly hopped off of the bed and I ran over to his side of the bed and I opened the fridge and of course what I was looking for wasn't in there. He's very smart. "he got me." I closed the door. I turned around to look under the bed, sometimes he hides boxes of sodas and snacks under here. I didn't see any snacks or anything, but I did see an M&M box. I smiled at the sight of it and I pulled it from under the bed and I didn't hesitate to open it. "CANDY." I smiled, but the smile faded once I saw that it was pictures and letters instead of what I expected.
I took the pictures out of the box and I started to look through them.
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I started to tear up, so I took the last photo and I shoved it inside of my jacket pocket and I put everything back the way it was and I pushed the box back under the bed and I jumped back onto the bed and pretended to watch tv because I heard the bathroom door opening.
"I'm almost ready." he told me. "okay daddy." I replied.
I wiped my tears away and I just smiled at what I just found out. They seemed like they were the happiest couple in the world and now I'm not even allowed to see my father, why is that? what could have happened between them that it makes it bad for me NOT to see him?
