Can't Live Without You (Spenson FanFic)

Chapter One: Spencer

"I don't know", I said. My usual words I say nearly everyday. I had forgotten that I was in History. Normally, my thoughts were in my head, but they were now getting spoken. Dr. Joseph look at me, I didn't hear the bell ring, it was 20 mins after school. stupid. I thought to myself. 

"Hey, Spencer is it?", he said, he was a great teacher. Young, funny, handsome. He understood things others didn't.

"Yeah, it's Spencer", I said quickly snapping back to reality.

I was a petite girl/boy. I had soft tan skin, brown, almost black straight, fluffy hair. My eyes were a dark coffee brown eyes. Dr. Joseph said that they look like his husbands' eyes. Like a poor, abused puppy dog, yet yours has a glow-like sparkle. Not like one I've ever seen. As Joseph would normal describe my sorrowful eyes.

"I've noticed you deep in though lately, and that's perfectly normal, you know, since what you've been dealing with and all. But, I just want you to know, my husband can talk to you. If you ever need anything."

 Dr. Joseph was married to Mr. Dun, they don't have the same last name though. Both Dun and Joseph allow me to call them by their first names, Tyler and Josh. They lived across the street from me. I had ran to their house one day. Scared, frightened, depressed, suicidal. Josh had opened the door. I was crying. Only they know about my schizophrenic disorder. But, they both treated me like I was their kid. My parents had been divorced since forever. My father was a 'magician' if that makes sense. My mom just drowned herself in work. She worked nights, and when she was home, she was sleep. I had only had Tyler and Josh. They understood me. 

"Ok", I said," My mom won't be here again, I-I'm afraid that, you know, he'll come back. Can I stay the night, If that's ok?"

I was wearing a grey over-sized sweatshirt, some black jeans, burgundy vans, and a burgundy beanie. Over- sized sweat shirt to hide my over-sized scars. I thought again.

"Yeah, Kiddo", I liked it when he called me that, "come walk with me to the car."