The Future (Payzer)

Chapter 30- 'Why can't we do that?'

"Fine then bella boo if you don't want me", he says tickling her sides causing her to laugh loudly and me to smile.

"Lie down then guys", I order as they do leaving me on the end.

I watch Liam place a pillow at the end so Isabella doesn't fall off and then a few on the floor in case she does happen to fall. Feeling Luca cuddle into my body and then Isabella into her brother I reach my arm so it slides over them both.

"Have a nice rest darling", Liam says kissing my lips softly.

Smiling tiredly I watch him walk out of the room leaving the three of us lying down in our big double bed. Closing my eyes I let myself fall into a much needed sleep.

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Olivia's POV

No one really knew what to do once Danielle and Liam returned from the hospital. I mean it was obvious she had had a miscarriage, and it was obvious Liam was angry. The fact that Liam was angry pissed me off, his wife had just lost their baby and he's angry because she didn't tell him after she only knew for a few days. I also feel very guilty because Danielle told me the first night on the bus that she was pregnant and I couldn't tell anyone else.

If Danielle wanted any advise on how to cope with a miscarriage she should come to me because, well I have had two. Although Niall assures me he loves me for me and he doesn't care that I can't carry children, I can't help but notice the pained look every time a child runs past into their dads arms. I can't explain how badly I want a child of my own and Niall's.

"Babes, you okay?", I hear a familiar Irish accent sound.

Snapping out of my daze I see Niall standing in front of me with a worried look. I try to give him a reassuring smile yet all that seems to happen is falling tears. Bringing my hands up to cover my face I immediately feel strong arms wrap around me as I cry into the familiar chest.

"What's wrong princess?", he coos.

"I-I want a baby", I cry loudly.

"Me too", he whispers.

"Liv, we can look into adopt-"

"No! I want a baby that's ours! That's got blonde hair and blue eyes and then they might pick up half of an Irish accent because of you and then they have the same careless and bubbly personality as you and then t-they don't have to feel the pain of hurting the one you love because god didn't give you one thing a women requires to do!", I cry loudly.

I watch Niall's face drop and his arms return around me before I feel him crying into my shoulder. My guilt is now increased as my husband who is normally so happy breaks down in front of me for something I can't give him.

"I-I'm so sorry Niall", I sob.

"You should probably have never me-"

"Don't you dare say that Olivia! I love you wether you can carry our child or not", he shouts as I nod weakly.

"Why can't we adopt a baby with blonde hair and blue eyes?", he whispers.

"They can pick up my accent never the less and still have my personality because I can pass it on by raising them perfectly with you by my side", he continues as the tears still fall down his usually happy face.

"We could do it anyway, we just go to one of those agency's and we look at the baby's who's mothers have left and we can take one home to have for us, forever", he whispers as I sniffle.

"Why not liv? Why couldn't we do that?", he whispers.

I want to say yes, so badly I do. The look on his face means I need to say yes. I just can't find the courage, I want OUR child but then again we can make the child, ours.

"W-we can", I whisper shocking not only Niall but myself.

His broken face is lifted as he takes my body into his embrace and his sobs fill my shoulder once again.

"I-I love you so much", he cries into me as my arms weakly wrap around him.

"I love you too Ni", I whisper.

He releases my body and we stare into each others glossy eyes before my face is being taken into his hands and our lips are moving in sync. We can do it, nothing is impossible.

Suddenly my body is jolted forward along with various objects sitting on the bedside tables of our bedroom. Niall then picks me up immediately off of the floor as we stand up curiously.

I'm about to walk into the living room before I hear a blood curdling scream followed by an alarming child's cry.

A/N:

So I've kinda mixed it up this chapter with Olivia and Niall's relationship, how sad was that part though:((. Anyway 20 votes for new chapter pleaseeee:))))!! Thanks for reading guys! Love you all! Xx