n y c t o p h i☽ i a

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(smut warning my frens)

She pulled me down and kissed
me as a distraction.

"Mmm, no.
What's up?" I mumbled into
her lips before breaking
apart again.

"I-" she looked up at the
ceiling and swallowed
audibly loud.

"Babe, just tell me." I encouraged.

"I want us to try." she bit
her lip once again.

"What d'you mean?" I asked
slightly confused.
I think I got the jest of what
she was saying but I needed
to know that she was absolutely
sure and confident about
her statement.

"I want us to do it." she rubbed
up and down my sides before
sliding her hands under my shirt.

"Are you sure?" I didn't want
to start anything if she wasn't
completely comfortable with
her own decision.

"I am one hundred percent sure
Josh." she nodded.

"Have you ever done it before?"

"N-No.
I know I'm crazy but I've
never even gotten in the same
bed with anyone.
I wanted it to be special
ya' know." she blushed.
My heart raced at the thought
of her considering me the special someone for her first time.

"I love you." was all I said before
I started to kiss her again.
I was more experience in this
situation and I wanted to take
it slow for her.
Now I'm not saying I'm some
fuck boy that goes around sticking myself in girls often but I've done
it less than a handful of times and
that made me more experienced
than she was.

She granted my tongue entrance
and I slowly lowered myself a little
more so that I was pressed on her.
I kissed down her neck little by
little as I grinded against her
hips at a slow pace.
She wrapped her legs around my
waist and ran her hands through
my hair.
She pushed herself up on her
elbows until she was able to sit up enough to take off my shirt.

Before I could put her back
down, she rolled over on top.
She worked her hips around
my mid section before taking
off her own shirt.

"God, you are so beautiful." I
explored her bare skin.
I switched out spots once again
so I had her pinned down.
I interlaced our fingers together
and held her hands above her head.
I kissed from her neck, all the
way down to the middle of her
breasts.

"Oh, Josh..." she tried to muffle
a moan.

"It's ok, nobody's home baby.
Just let go and let me lead this
once ok?" I cupped one of her
breasts and gave it a small squeeze.
I rubbed down her stomach and
when I came back up, I slid my
hand under her black laced bra.
I kept my hand there as I kissed
sloppy kisses down her stomach.
I took my hand out to unbutton
her pants once I got there.
I slid them off quickly just to
find she had matching panties.

"You're really trying to drive me
crazy." I panted.
I crawled back over her and
kissed her hard.
This time, I felt all the heat rise
in my body and I just wanted
to have her already.
My hand glided from her abdomen,
all the way down.
I teased her over her underwear
before sneaking my hand in.