Beyoncé point of view
Today is the big day Kyla has been waiting for. Schools officially out for the summer and she can't be even more excited. Kyla has been doing auditions all year and she had finally booked something.
I can't be more proud for my baby she's following her dream and she's becoming such a intelligent young lady.
Today we're going to take some headshots so she can have all of her meetings set up regarding her gig.
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We made our way to the photo shoot and they had made sure she looked gorgeous. I know she's enjoying her time getting glamed and dolled up but she has a week of family next week before we head to Hollywood.
She has to be with her father for 3 of those days and with my mother and Lauren the following days. They all know their not gonna be able to see her for about a month so they all want to wish her well.
With me working in an office I'm getting all my paper work to do over the month I'm gone so I won't miss anything at work.
She got done taking headshot and sat done next to me laying her head on my chest.
" hey babe " I smiled
"Hi mom " she smiled
" you know what tomorrow is right " I asked
" yeah I have to go with my dad for 3 days " she said
" 3 days can fly by just call me " I said
" I just wish you and dad would get back together it's not the same anymore I hate seeing him kiss his girl friend it hurts and all you guys ever do is think about your self you never asked if I was okay " she said crying walking off to the dressing room
With me and Shawns separation I've never once thought to ask her how she felt about it. I simply just avoided the topic. I'm in the position right now where I can't say anything to her because she's just to young to understand what her father did to me
I walked back to the dressing room and seen her on FaceTime with Lauren.
" I miss you too " Lauren said
" I love you see you soon " ky said
" okay baby I love your more " Lauren said kissing the phone
She hung up and turned around and gave me a death stare.
" are you packed and ready " I asked
She said nothing put pointed at all her belongings ready.
I sighed grabbing my purse and leaving out the door with her following me. If only she knew how stressful she can make me when she acts like a spoiled brat. She needs to understand.
We made our way to the house and she went to her room. Usually we play the game or something but she clearly has an attitude. I'm not about to deal with it right now because she's going to piss me off even more if she keeps it up.
I decided I'd call my mom
" hello baby " she said
" hi mommy " I said defeated
" what's wrong " she asked
" ky has an attitude with me about me and Shawns break up and stuff and she has to spend 3 days with him before our trip to Hollywood" I said
" well let her get over it and check her later she's not old enough to understand what he put you through and soon you and Shawn will have to talk out the difference so you guys can at least be in a room together without arguing " she said
" okay mom but I've never seen ky act like this it's a totally different girl and not my sweet pumpkin pie " I said
" just talk with her bey she's 9 she has to learn to talk to you when she has problems " my mom said
" okay mom I'll call you back " I said hanging
" pumpkin " I yelled
She came some slowly and stood in front of me
" stop acting like a spoiled brat and get over the shit what goes on between me and your father has nothing to do with you when your old enough I'll tell you what went on but for right now your way to damn young " I said
She looked at me shocked because I've never had to firmly speak to her because she wasn't a problem child she always listened and did what was told
" why must you speak to me like that , I know it's not any of my business and I wasn't saying it was all I was trying to say is that it made me emotionally sad all my friends parents are together and when you guys get into the same room you fight like wild animals I apologize for my irrational behavior " she said walking back to her room
I felt bad maybe I should of just talked to her more calmly but I didn't.
.............. next day
Kyla point of view
I don't understand why my mommy is so upset with me. Today's the day I go with my father for my 3 day term.
I'm hoping for the best and that we actually bond
After I got everything packed we were on our way to my dads house.
We arrived and my dad came running out smiling he was excited to see me and it was something different.
My mom got of the truck she leaned on the car with her sun glasses on. She looked very pretty.
Deep down I know she still loves my dad and that he still loves her.
She hugged me tight as I ran into the house because I seen my sisters car parked so I knew they were here.
Jay point of
I walked over to Beyoncé as she leaned on the car.
" hey beautiful " I smiled
" very funny take care of my baby jay she came here for you " she said
" bey can we actually have a civilized cover again for once " I asked
" what's up " she asked looking serious
" look I'm trying with this whole being a dad thing Chloe and Halle came into my life late I didn't really have to raise them and that's no excuse but I'm just hoping we can act better around ky" I asked
" okay I can do that for ky " she said
" thank you " I smiled
" no problem " she said getting into her car
