Lane boy

3

I barely got any sleep last night. I can't believe Josh found out about my musical abilities. I can't believe he read the song. Will he actually come back and start playing drums for me while I sing?
I have mixed emotions about this. One side of me is saying it's a good thing Josh found out and the other side of me is saying it's a bad thing he found out and this whole band idea won't turn out good. I don't know what to believe.
I'm always so worried that Josh will leave me like all my other "friends" did. The only friend that stayed with me was Jenna. I love her, she's one of my best friends. I wish she loved me.
While thinking about all this I started writing another song. This one is called Doubt. I don't know if I should show this one to Josh yet.
Where is he anyway....
*Knocking*
"Come in"
"Hey!"
"Hey"
I take Josh downstairs again.
"Where's the song?"
I pick up Lane Boy and give it to him
"You still didn't finish it? I see you added things on it"
"Yeah I didn't finish it yet I was just---"
"It's fine. When you finish it tell me. Let's just practice this one part"
Josh started making a beat with the drums. It went perfectly with the song. So I started singing the lyrics.
"They say, stay in your lane boy, lane boy But we go where we want to. They think this thing is a highway, highway. But will they be alive tomorrow?" 
I stop singing
"That was really good! Sing the next verse!"
I can't believe he actually said that. I never would've thought anyone would say that.
Am I really that good?
I start singing the next verse I wrote.
"They think this thing is a highway. If it was our way, we'd have a tempo change every other time change, Cause our mind's changed on what we think is good I wasn't raised in the hood. But I know a thing or two about pain and darkness If it wasn't for this music I don't know how I would have fought this regardless, all these songs I'm hearing are so heartless. Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless."
"Good job Ty!"
"Thanks Josh. You're really good at drumming."
"Thank you!"
Me and Josh sit down and start talking. After a little while I feel his hand on mine.
We were holding hands...
He looks me straight in the eyes and says
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"You're my best friend. I'm so glad I met you, you're cute, nice, and just an amazing person. Thank you for coming into my life"
We hugged for like 5 minutes. I didn't want to let go. That's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me.
"No one has ever said that to me"
"Well I'm glad to be the first"
I love the way his eyes light up when he sees me and how he's always smiling. He's so sweet. I want to tell him this but I'm not sure if I should.
It's been about 4 hours. It's dark outside.
"I should go home. Goodnight Tyler. Text me when you finish Lane Boy and I'll come over. If you ever need me you know where to find me. I'll always be here for you"
"Thank you Josh. Goodnight!"
After he left I ran to my room and grabbed my song book and started finishing Lane Boy. I wanted to see Josh again. And while I was at it I finished Doubt. I was up all night writing them.
I was thinking about everything that happened.
I can't believe we were holding hands and we hugged and he actually said those things to me.
He's like a brother to me. Maybe even more.
I feel like I have a stronger bond with him then I have with....... Jenna.
Oh no. Jenna. I'm in love with her. I haven't texted her in days oh my god she probably hates me now.
I grab my phone to text her
"Jenna. Please answer me. I'm so sorry I haven't texted you lately I've been busy"
No answer.
Then all of a sudden I get a text. It's from Jenna.
"Hey Tyler. It's fine you didn't answer me. I'm not mad. I was worried though."
"Worried about what?"
"I was worried you were dead"
"Why?"
"I read a news article about a car accident. Someone died. It was in the same area you live. I was worried sick that it was you"
"Well I'm still here."
I remembered meeting Josh. He told me he got into a car accident. But I wasn't sure why he was crying about it.
Unless someone died in the car accident and he was there.
Oh no. Poor Josh. I don't know if I should talk to him about it.
I didn't tell Jenna about Josh yet.
I didn't tell Jenna I was in love with her either.
I don't know what to do anymore.

Hi frens.
This story is very adorable so far.
Should Tyler ask Josh about the car accident or should Josh tell him?