Others Make Fun Of Your Insecurities

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You looked down, fixing your napkin as you felt Harry's hand rest on yours once again. His lips felt close to your ear before you felt his hot breath, "they're teasing you because they are comfortable with you. They like you." Harry tried to reassure you, but it only made things worse. You couldn't wait until this was over so you could go home, take your make-up off and curl into bead with Harry and a romantic comedy.

Louis;

Feet

It was an odd insecurity, but you had it and to be quite honest, it bothered you. You never showed your feet, you always had socks on, and whenever you didn't, your feet were tucked away; unseen. Nothing bothered you more than having people see your feet; especially in the summer when Louis would have the boys over to swim, like today.

You laid out in the backyard with Louis on the plastic lawn chairs as the heated sun blasted its rays down onto you two. With your shades on your face, your music on from your radio, and your flip flops on your feet, you enjoyed the silence and comfort it all brought. It was serene; it was beautiful; it was quite lovely. That is until some rowdy boys decided to crash without notice. You immediately shot up, seeing it was the boys and tucked away your feet under your legs, smiling up at them. They all looked at each other and laughed, scrambling behind each other and pretending to hide their own feet as a joke.

"Shut up!" You laughed, you never were shy about your insecurity with them considering you've known them for so long that it doesn't matter for you anymore. They roared with laughter before picking you up and throwing you in the pool and all coming in after you.

Liam;

Laugh

It was a mix between a snort and a giggle, something you found absolutely disgusting. You have always hated her laugh, you thought it was so unlady-like, like a barbarian, so therefore, you always tried to cover it up with your hand to make less noise, or just laugh silently with a smile to yourself. So far, because you've only been dating for a short while, Liam doesn't know really how you laugh and you plan to keep it that way.

Tonight he was planning on taking you ice skating and you couldn't wait, because you had moves-good moves-and wanted to show him (not to brag or anything). As you buttoned your jacket, you wait for Liam by your front door.

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"Size (S/S) please!" You said as the worker handed you your skates and you followed Liam to a seat. "So, do you think you can handle it out there?" He chuckled, "or am I going to have to hold your hand?" I smiled, getting up and shaking my head, "the only help I need from you is to lace up my skates." As he helped you, you thought about how great of a job you were doing of keeping your laugh hidden, that was your biggest concern.

He stood up and grabbed your gloved hand, "let's go!" You two walked together onto the gate and as soon as you stepped onto the ice, you felt as free as you always do skating-like when you were a little girl. You learned how to do a small 180 when you were younger, doing it as soon as your skate hit the cold slate beneath you. You smiled and looked back, seeing Liam grab the side and almost fall.

"Having trouble?" You grabbed his body, helping him stand up. "Oh, I'm just a little rusty is all." You smiled and stood by him as you two slowly skated together. "It's okay to admit I'm better than you." You said. Liam chuckled next to you, and soon his bottom had hit the ice, hearing an 'oof!'

You couldn't hold it in at this point, laughing as hard as you did when you saw the comedy show last summer. All your snorts and giggles and chuckles left your mouth, you not able to control them. "Holy, (Y/N)! You're laugh is so loud, damn you sound like a man!" You instantly stopped, bowing your head away from Liam as he sat there laughing at you. He noticed you stopped and looked up.

"No, no, (Y/N), I didn't mean to hurt you! I'm so sorry babe! My laugh is awful, don't worry-yours is cute. Please, I'm so sorry." He pouted form the ice below and you couldn't help but laugh at him. "Can't not forgive someone with their butt on the ice. How's the temperature down there?" He smiled and winked, "freaking cold."

Zayn;

Singing

You love to sing, but you weren't that good. You didn't realize until recently, but you still love it. Well, it didn't help when others heard how bad you were that dropped your self-esteem.

You ventured to Zayn's recording one day to surprise him. He saw you the minute you walked in, hugging you and asking why you were here. "Couldn't surprise my boyfriend?" He responded with a kiss. "Do you want anything before I go?" You shook your head 'no' and raising you cup of Starbucks. He chuckled as the others came in to say hi.

"We have like two minutes, but we should probably go on in there. (Y/N), you could stay here and watch? Sounds creepy, but we can't see you so... just enjoy okay!" Louis' awkward words formed awkward sentences before you nodded and sat on the couch while they left. Before long, you heard the beginning cords of 'Midnight Memories' and smiled-your favourite song. You danced in your seat, singing along and watching how much fun the boys were having.

Midnight Memories, oh, oh, oh

Baby you and me

Stumbling in the street

Singing, singing, singing, singing

After the first chorus, you noticed someone was missing but you sung anyway-way too catchy of a song to not sing along to. You looked around and saw Harry was nowhere to be seen. You shrugged, thinking he probably went to the bathroom. Suddenly, someone comes up behind you, tapping your shoulder. You swung around to see Harry as he looked at you, "please... don't... don't sing." You suppose he was trying to be nice, so you laughed it off and took a sip of your drink. Inside it hurt, bad because that's one of your biggest insecurities but your spirit is so free you did it anyway. You took out your phone for the rest of the session; now you know someone you'll never sing in front of again, ever.

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Wow, okay sorry this took so long and is so awfully sucky (especially Harry's and Zayn's and Louis' is so short:/). To be honest, this was a hard topic to write ya know... Also, in Liam's (S/S) is show size so yeah:) Also, Harry's (or really anyone else's) isn't realistic but I literally could not think for this one., sorry!

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