Anger for my mother

The anger the pain I feel inside

The words I cant find to describe, I let the tears fall fluently

Emotions building up inside of me

'it will only take a second' they laughed at me

The more fury growing within me

They held me down on my knees

There was nothing I could di as I watch her bleed

The one who brought me into this world died before me without another word

After they let me go

They told me come back no more

I ran like I've never ran before

Without another glance of my mother's body, floating by the boat.

I thought of turning back, to fight those men

But also of how I would end up then

Day by day I live in pain

The anger, the sorrow everyday

It's killing me! I can't go on anymore

Just as I thought of giving up

Revenge, Revenge was all I heard

After planning day by day

I went for the men by the lake

I was stupid to think they'll still be there

But I waited at the cottage in despair

They warned me not to come back

But I was stubborn and went for attack

They held me down like they did to mother

Then all I felt was a bullet in my shoulder

I screamed and screamed but no one heard

Just like mother I said no word

I watched all the faces that surrounded me

Then the gun fired once more and that was the end of me.