heart of an introvert (sort of)

Chapter 1

i wonder what this people thinks looking at me like saying.

"oh we have a no friend nerd here" or maybe "oh look we have a weird guy onboard" .

but then i approach a seat that is recently unoccupied . because there still some food leftover on the table. i quickly seat and drop down my things and move aside the leftover to the next table. well the area i seated can occupy 6 people so it's quite big. and it is in the center part of the cafeteria so you can see all the other table 360degrees.

i know for the moment that other student looked at me but i don't mind that. and fuck i god knows what they think.

my eyes take a stroll around the food stalls looking at something my stomach would settle in. 

then i saw a stall that sells chocolate smoothie . my tastebud tingling. i go there. and something quite good happen.

"hi much for the chocolate smoothie?" i said

"only 25 pesos" said the seller

"okay i would like to buy thanks" i follow .

while i watch the seller make my smoothie.someone tap me at my back. then my head gets a quick turn around then i spotted a girl . not just a girl but a nice pretty girl like someone you see on a club or a bar and get yourself in front of her have some dance rubbing her butt against your manpart, but the odd part is she is wearing school uniform.

as i quickly glance aroud her body. all i notice is fuck she is hot.

wearing a tourism major uniform. it is like a flight-attendants or stewards uniform.

a body fit dress that fits perfectly at her sexy body line. all because she is gifted in the chest area and an skirt that's abit short in usual length of the skirts other tourism have. and boy you will die to see that hips and lower back area .

i fix my eyes on her and i say.

"yes?",

"hmm did you order already?" , she said in a bitchy sort of way.

"yup. done already. " i replied.

"then you should move aside. other people will want to order too , you know?" , she added.

then after she said that i take a glance beside her that is unfocused , because i only focused on her tantalizing body. and i see about 4 people lined up alongside her giving a few smirk because of what the girl have said.

out of the blue i swayed on the other side. and i think that the chance to know this girl a little bit more is in the absolute zero. i felt a little bit awkward not because i done wrong but because of this girl have said. 

"here is your smoothie' the seller luckily said.

i cannot stand a little bit more of awkwardness in that area. and so i grabbed my drink walked again in my seat . put on my earbuds letting go the reality what's happening around me.

a mere 5 minutes pass. i stood up clean my area and go back what lies next within me. and i still have 1 hour more or so until my next subject.

so i run down my thoughts of what will i do.?  maybe i go out of campus and find the nearest internet cafe to play some games. so that i can swallow how things are turning out in this fucked up day. or maybe i just go to my next subject lecture room and wait until the class came up and do some staring contest again with my newly-unsure-of-the-name of my classmates game. 

well without a single thought i choose the 1st one. and i know this will get my shit together. so i proceed to go to the nearest internet cafe.and undoubtedly i found one in a blink of the fastest thing you ever known.

now that i found my other half. i forgot everything that happens this day. grab my bestfriend and click the reality away. merely 1hour passed and i know i still have 30 minutes or so 'til my next subject i decided to stop playing and  go back to reality.

walking in an one-two step towards back to the university i notice some build up of people around the campus' gate so  i run down my sight to get the latest insight of the commotion. it seems the security has issued a quick check up to the belongings of the student in search for unnecessary object. so i stopped at the last person standing in the line. and i waited patiently while singing some song inside my head. and that's where i saw Misty. the girl that will changed my college life forever.

she was about 10 people away from me and she is with her friends. the first i noticed to her is that she has a smile to die for that is engraved in a laid-back , long-straight hair, gorgeous little eyes, slim body a nearly perfect curve , white skinned pretty girl.

that moment my eyes goes for a locked down. and my heart is giving me a beat like crazy.

so as i waited for the line to be cleared I stare at her like i've pressed the paused button. 

but then, it was her turned to be checked. and i look down towards my feet as i turn back up she was been checked and walked away towards the campus and the blockade of people is blocking my sight towards her. 

and my heart gives a thumping upbeat signal through my brain.

"i need to know her"

        ___End of Chapter 1____