I've said all that I needed to
At least that's what I feel
I thought that letting it all out
Was how I was going to heal
We talked again like normal..............happy people do
I was so joyus to hear your voice.........so why do I feel blue?
Things are getting normal, or is it all pretend?
Are we all still broken, or can we finally mend?
Is missing you so much the thing that's hard to take?
Or is it the reality that's keeping me awake?
Is it not about that day......and the ones to follow?
Is it because my heart is cold and hollow?
Is it not because we never speak, or never see each other?
Is it not because we can't live without one another?
Maybe that's just it. Maybe that's all why
Maybe that's exactly why I feel the need to cry
Because we shouldn't be apart
I love you with my entire heart
It's something that I can't explain
You'd have to know and feel my pain
We should be talking every day
Instead of waiting the hours away
It makes no sense why it should be
That you have grown so far from me.
I never thought it would become
my thoughts and feelings have grown numb
I'll never forget, but I'll try to forgive
But believe me, this isn't how you want to live
It all feels so strange, and it all feels so wrong
with you is where I feel I belong
I cannot describe it, I simply cannot
But this lousy poem is all that I've got
To say what I need to, to say what I may
While you are living far and away
