Insanity My Dear

Chapter 9

"How do you like Orion, you guys seem to be getting along?" Esmerlda asked " Yeah, He seem really fun, and cute, I see why you guy are friends." I blushed Just as Esmeralda was about to say something, She was briefly interrupted with Bay Arrow comes in. "Alright girls, The psychologistis coming today. To evaluate and test you today, Please follow me?" Bay asked I gazed at Esmeralda questionly, but we obeyed Bay's order. I Seriously didn't want to get on her bad side, and make my stay even longer. I shook my head at what would happen If I did, god knows what horror would await for me. I turned my attention back to Esmeralda. "Why do we have to go to the psychologist?" I whispered " Oh, well it's our second day! They like to see what's wrong with us, I've been through this a hundred times. Don't worry it very fun! " she smiled I felt as though my heart jumped into my throat, taking deep breaths to calm down the anxiety. I started seating rapidly, I stopped suddenly the room SPINNING in every direction. Bay ran toward me. "Melanie, sweetie are you ok? Can you hear me? " She asked worriedly Thats the last thing I remembered before blacking out. -WHEN I WOKE UP- I woke up to a voice, my eyelids began to batter, and while slightly cracking open, I glanced around the room there were faded walls with streaks where it had been cleaned. ditto with the checked linoleum on the floor. Plenty of room to move about, but nowhere to get comfortable.the hospital smelled like a synthetic clean death. the florescent lights glared on the tile floors. "Where am I?" I asked groggly "Your in the nurses room, honey you passed, are you ok?" She answered sweetly "I just felt neverous going to the psychologist, I'd never been to one." I said, embarrassed "no need to be neverous, are you ok? They psychologist is a very nice woman." she said Bay looked as they she was contemplating, wheither or not to let me go or not. Trying not to make eye contact I turned to the side and saw, Orion and Esmeralda. Orion face looked pinched, his eyes glassy. His is emotions acted like he had been around for a long time. I thought he was going to cry, but he didn't. It was an emotion I couldn't put my finger on. Sad? Scared? I finally got it. Worried.Esmeralda eyes widen as she looked at me, as if they were filled with fear, as if she thought it was her fault I was here. She bites her lip nervously looking away with her skin turning an abnormal pale color, that looked like snow. tapping and fidgeting with her hands, her body began to tremble. A tear slipped down her cheek. That was before she ran at me full speed. "Oh my goodness! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean for this to happen its all my fault! I should have never said anything at all about it please forgive me!" I sobbed I smiled. Playing with her hair so gently. " Esmeralda your funny, this isn't your fault I got anxious about stuff like this and school it happens all the time, so stop crying." I admitted Esmeralda tackled me with a hug. I laughed, I almost forgot that Orion was there, the stranger that I had completely made out with yesterday. I was as red as an apple now, I glance up at him. It was painful to look at him, he looks like those animal ASPCA commercials it broke my heart. He kneeled beside me and took my hand. "Melanie are you ok? I just heard what happened, what happened?" he asked I took a deep breath. " We were on our way to the psychologist, and I'd been to one so I started getting nervous , and I fainted." I blurted Orion stood up, kissed the top of my head " You don't have to be nervous anymore, come and get me next time." He replied Bay cleared her throat, We each looked at her angrily, She returned the look as well. "Sorry children but you have to go Melanie still has to see the psychologist." Before they could say something, Bay shoed them out. The psychologist came in she was 5'7 A blonde pixie hair cute, Wearing a gray suit and black pumps, she seemed like she was in her late 50's. She closely resembled my grandma , she sat at the edge of my bed where I was at. "Melanie is it? I'm the psychologist , Stephanie Jacks. I heard you were a bit neverous about this, but Im here to let you know that you don't have to be." she spoke I nodded. " Now tell me why are you here?" She asked "Well I snapped, at my teacher and almost beat her to death, she still alive though. But school was stressing me out, my dad wife who DIVORCING was beating me every time he left. " I replied Stephanie wrote down some things on her legal pad, I glanced at it. "How did all of that make you feel? what were you normally like?" She studied "I was normally angry all time, I just wanted to beat something up all the time. I was stressed out from school so much that I would cry, and my dad's wife's beatings would make me feel like I would never be understood." I sighed Stephanie finished writing. She went to talk to bay in the hallway and came back, I looked at them anxiously. "So what going to happen?" I Wondered "Well we need a proper diagnosed, butIm sure you have anger management problems, DEPRESSION, Anxiety, and Bi polar. But when I come back next week we will diagnose you properly, and start a TREATMENT PLAN like all the patients here." She smiled With that, we walked out into the hallway, where Orion and Esmeralda were waiting. I was still stunned so stunned by my diagnosis that I didn't realize they were shaking me. "Melanie! ." They both shouted at me, I turned and looked at them, Surpised "What, what were you saying?" I replied "What was your diagnosis, we asked like 20 times now." Esmeralda complained "I didn't like it, she said I had anger issues, Depression, Bipolar, and anxiety." I whined "Its not too bad, I mean we have the worst issues here for everyone, don't let it get you down. Your going to get out of here ok?" Orion offered "Yeah! Orion right! and the worse your problem the more popular you are in here!" Esmeralda giggled "But I dont want to be popular for my issues." I replied "That's how things work on here wheither, you like it or not. You just have to accept it." He shrugged That's when I realized they were right, it depended on what I made this. I could take this like a little bitch, or take it like a man. Seeing as though I was going to be popular for this I'll take it, this could be a new start for me even if it was a fucked up one. Esmeralda shook my arm excitedly. "Hey Orion, can we introduce Melanie to your brother?" She squealed "You have a brother?" I asked, surprised "Yeah, I have a TWIN. His names Finn Mish." "Can I meet him?" I begged "Sure." He replied We went to Orion dorm, were his brother was in his bed listening to loud metal music. Orion shut off the boom box. Finn stood up quickly, in a fighting position, but soon relaxed realizing it was Orion. "Hey Bro, what's up?" He asked "I want to introduce you to someone, this is Melanie Rivera." He replied Orion grabbed my hand, bring me close to Finn. They were complete opposites, Finn was the bad boy and Orion was the artist. Finn was 6'1 , redhead, wearing a white tee, leather jacket, Black jeans , and converse. "Hi " I said shyly Finn looked to me to his brother, smirking. "Orion you fucked her, huh?" I chuckled as Iinstantly turned red,I shook my head rapidly. "No! I just met him yesterday, we kissed a little that's it!" I shrieked "You guys kissed?" Esmerada asked shocked "Yeah we did, but thats's it." Orion sighed Finn to a step closer to me, towering over me, he grabbed my chin gently looking into my eyes. Then looked over to his brother. "Do you not want her? I'll take her if you don't, you know I'll get her soon. " Finn smiled "Stay away from her." Orion warned "I'm not anyones!" I screamed I slapped Finn's head off my chin, storming out the room, I returned back to my dorm. Trying my best to calm down, pacing back and forward on the carpet. There was a rap on the door, I paced as quickly as possible. There was a Brunette with long hair, 5'9 , curvy, beautiful fair skin, brown eyes, wearing a black maxi dress with black HEELS. With a scowl on her face. "Hi I'm Claire Reed, and your fucking with my position. " She warned.