Ray: (kisses your neck)

You: (close your eyes and moan a little)

Ray: (breathing on your neck)

-moments later-

bathroom

Ray: (kissing your neck)

You: Ray..

Ray: (moves his hand down your sides and over your jean buckle)

You: (moves his hand) what are you doing?

Ray: come on y/n.

You: No..(kisses him then get off the sink and walk out the bathroom)

NEXT MORNING

Ray: (driving)

You: (look at him) what's up?

Ray: what do you mean?

You: you've been acting quiet all morning.

Ray: (shakes his head) still hung over a bit)

You: (looking at him) Do I need to drive?

Ray: (shakes his head) I got it.

You: (look out the passenger's window) You know...I want my first time to be with you Ray.

Ray: I can't tell.

You: why are you rushing me anyway?

Ray: i'm not rushing you . we been together how long? better yet how many times (laughs) it's crazy.

You: and?

Ray: I haven't hit once.

You: and? (look at him)

Ray: my homies keep asking me.

You: I know and you lie and tell them yes.

Ray: (looks at you)

You: rumors still come back to Langston.

Ray: (looking at the road)

You: the next time i see you...I'll be ready.

Ray: (looks at you and smile) yeah right?

You: don't believe me then.

Ray: I'm coming back next weekend.

You: (laugh) no you already told me it might be spring break. So keep it at spring break.

Ray: alright. (chuckles)

You: (smile and look away)

🏡YOUR HOUSE🏡

You: (walk in and put your suitcase down)

Your POV: here i go.

You: mom?

Y/m: (walks out the kitchen with tears in her eyes)

You: (run up and hug her) I'm sorry.

Megan: y/n!!!!(running from the kitchen)

You: (hug her)

Megan: (looks at you) I knew it.

You: (smile and hug her again)

-Monday-

You: (put a book in your locker) why do I feel like everyone is starring at me?

Amber: trust me no one knows except the crew.

You: (get your history book out your locker) to history we go..

First Period

Star: so can I come over and listen to the mixdown?

CJ: something's going down alright. (laughs and hit Trevor)

Trevor: Yeah. (opens his book)

Star: shut up. (turns around)

Trevor: what page bro?

CJ: 97

You: (walk in and sit up front with Amber)

Trevor: (flipping through pages looking at you)

CJ: (looks at Trevor and laugh)

After school

Trevor: (standing outside the exit door)

You: (walk out looking at your phone)

Trevor: (looks at you for a while then walk up) Look who's back.

You: (fake smile then look back at your phone)

Trevor: why you didn't text me you were back.

You: i didn't text anyone. I just wanted to spend some time at home. (walk to the parking lot)

Trevor: anyway you're welcome?

You: for what? (stand at the edge of the curve)

Trevor: cheering Megan up while you were away.

You: (laugh) oh yeah. Thanks. that was sweet. (looking around)

Trevor: you need a lift.

You: no actually

- car pulls up behind you and the horn blows-

You: (look back)

Trevor: (looking)

Ray: (rolls the window down) hey baby.

You: (look back at Trevor) Yeah...see you later Trevor. (gets in the car with ray)

Ray: (kisses you then pull off)

Trevor: (watches)

😊2 weeks later😊

You: really? That's good news Ray. (put a bowl in the sink)

Y/m: hey.

You: I'm, doing dishes tonight anyway mom. Remember?

Y/m: (looking at you) y/n it's one bowl.

You: I'll call you back ray...(looks at your mom and start washing the bowl)

Y/m: (cuts celery)

You: yesss tacossss.

Y/m: you just ate (laughs)

You: I know but I can't pass up tacos. (walks away)

Y/m: (stares for a while then walk out the kitchen)

🌺Your Room🌺

Y/m: y/n?

You: (take out your earphone)yes?

Y/m: (looks at you) you mind watching Megan in the bath for me?

You: okay. (looking at her)

Y/m: (looks at you for a while then walk away)

🌮dinner🌮

You: (come to the table and sit down)

Larry: (touches Megan's hair)

Megan: (smiles) it's wet!

Larry: I see. Curly girly.

Megan: (laughing) curly girly???

Y/m: (smile then look at you)

You: (give her a little smile then drink some lemonade)

Your POV: mom doesn't even try to make us talk anymore since i left that night.

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