I let this person in
I let you in
I don't let people in
And you knew this
You've taken everything from me
I trusted you and you've broken me
She's texting you
Calling you
Is she the first girl you've been with?
No. But even so, she's the first one you turned to
I gave you my heart and soul, but somehow
I still couldn't give you what you wanted
Is it easier with her?
She doesn't make you feel sick
When you look at her, does she?
You don't feel ashamed?
Because she doesn't fall apart!
She didn't have a breakdown!
She could cope with what she saw
The hell you put me through
I'm the screwed up aftermath
I'm the one who's sitting there
Trying to figure out why the hell
I couldn't see it coming
Why I couldn't stop it!
You wanna know what I'm scared of?
I'm too scared to move
I'm too scared to breathe
I'm too scared to touch you
You made me love you
You made me let you in
And then you let this love I treasured so deeply
Die in my arms
I've grown accustomed to being alone
At least, I try to convince myself
That I'm better off this way
And then I met you
The first time that I saw you
I had never seen someone so perfect
I remember thinking that I had to have you or I'd die
And when you whispered that you loved me
And I felt so peaceful
I try to hate you
With all my heart, I try to hate you
But then I hear a little voice in my head
Saying no
No you can't
It doesn't matter what I do
Or what I choose
I'm what's wrong
There's nothing I can do about it
Because either way
I always end up hurting myself
I'm broken
How do you keep going?
You broke me
And then you left
