I Did It...

The beggining of the end

I couldn't do it anymore I didn't want to be here everything had got so bad I wanted to die.I ran home from school and locked myself in my room then threw myself onto my bed.I could hear my mom calling me downstairs and I completely ignored her.I went into my en suite bathroom and pulled out my razor blades. I stared at myself in the mirror my tear filled eyes were red and puffy I didn't know any other options so I took my razor blade and traced the scars I had from before. I sat on the bath and sobbed my heart out watching the blood drip from my open wrists. that's when my mom bursted into my room and came into the bathroom and saw me.she instantwwly grabbed a cold wet cloth and place it on my arm to stop the bleeding, she started to yell at me asking me why id do such a thing to myself. Silence......I finally decided to answer and i told her everything that had been happening recently in my life and she hugged me and said she would sort it all out with the principal the next day.she made me promise I wouldn't self harm again and I agreed.who knew things could get worse so easily the next week.

Hey guys this is my first time writing so sorry if its shit and doesn't make sense and sorry if I don't update very often I only write when I'm bored and when I get the time but hope you like it guysss baii ..