Denied

Chapter 4- Philip the handsome.

Chapter 4

I woke up drenched in sweat. This was nothing new. I grabbed the towel I keep on my headboard and wiped my sweat. I went straight to the bathroom. I grabbed my toothbrush and my toothpaste and vigorously brushed my teeth. I took a quick shower and wrapped a clean towel around myself. I decided I wanted to wear my blue sundress with my grey sandals. I was still nervous about leaving the room and confronting Kay. I made a huge mistake which I had been making for quite sometime. I just realized it yesterday. I had planned out my apology to Kaiden. I was gonna go straight to him, grab his arm because I know he would be mad and not wanna talk to him. I would say that I was sorry and that I knew I had been a bitch and I had been selfish. I would tell him that I was lucky to have him and that he was the best brother in the whole wide world. I would tell him that whatever he said was true except for the fact that I was ungrateful. I would tell him that I was grateful for everything this family had done for me. Him saving me from those rapist werewolves, the family accepting me as their little daughter, them loving me like their own. I would tell him that I loved them and cared about them and that I had finally realized my mistake and that I was ready to apologize to everyone. Then he would tell me that he loves me too and that nothing could come in between us, not even my stupidity and my immaturity. He would hug me and kiss me on my forehead, the way he always did and everything would be prefect again.

I took a deep breath and opened my door. I was ready to apologize. But when I was on the top of the stairs I heard Lily and Bettina talking.

"Lily, do you know what's up with Kaiden?"

"I don't know mom, he just seemed angry today"

"I know, he didn't even each breakfast with us." Bettina sounded concerned.

"God knows what goes around in his head." Lily huffed.

There goes my plan, down the drain. He obviously was angry at me and left so he didn't have to face me. As anxiety pressed my heart down, I continued to go down the stairs and join Bettina and Lily for breakfast. I just really wanted to get it over with.

"Adara, dear. " Bettina smiled warmly at me.

"Bettina, Good morning." I smiled back.

"Good Morning, Kid. Come sit here." She pointed toward the chair opposite to her. She was on the other side of the dining table making sandwiches. Lily was sitting on the chair next to where Bettina pointed reading a fashion magazine.

I dropped my bag on the table and sat with a huge thud.

I was leisurely looking at her magazine when she commented "Dude, Scarlett Johansson is one pretty lady." I noticed that she was looking at Scarlett Johansson's picture wearing a beautiful red dress.

"Not as much as you, Lils." She would blush, I knew it.

It wasn't just flattery. Lily was really beautiful. She had beautiful long wavy blondish reddish hair. Her eyes were clear blue, the ones that look directly in your soul.  She had a lovely oval face with mile high cheekbones and really puffy red lips. She was tall and fit. But she was just not just a pretty face. She was exceptional in academics. She was a valedictorian in both her school and her college.  She was also a state level swimmer, hence that awesome toned body. But after all that she was the kindest sweetest girl you could meet. She was so humble and polite. She was just perfect. Needless to say, I envied her a little. Yes, I was jealous of my own sister. But it was not just that, I envied her because she had found her mate and that mate loved her. I wanted that too. Matt and she had found eachother on her 18th birthday. He was 19 then. They had been together for 7 years now and planned to get married real soon.

And like I expected, she blushed.

"Oh, please Addie. That's not true."

"Oh come on Lily. You know you are beautiful." She blushed again.