The Closing Of The Next Chapter

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To my love:

I'm so lonely. I love and love and give and give and it's not fair. What happened to us, together? I thought we would solve all of our problems together. Isn't that the point? I've given you so much. I'm so tired. My wallet is empty. My heart is empty. You're empty. I thought I made you happy? What happened? How could you let things happen this way? I talk to others more than I talk to you. They don't shut me down. They don't lash out and hurt me. I love you, you hurt me. Why did you do that? She hurt me. You said it wasn't you, that she made things up, but you didn't fight for me either. I don't care how hurt you were. What about me? No one takes care of me when I'm hurting. You're a lucky bastard. You don't know it, you never see it, but my god, look around. I've bent over backwards for you. 

I've never wanted much, I've told you that again and again and again. I don't want anything. Just you, just you taking care of me, just you listening. I don't want jewelry, or trinkets, or money. I want memories and smiles and support. 

I want things to go back to how they used to be. When you used to hug me and smile when you saw me.

I just want to feel like you love me again.