The Closing Of The Next Chapter

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Books and Daydreams~

I was always getting lost in my daydreams

Unfortunately for me

Sometimes another reality blurred into this one

And my pulse would quick with the thrill of it

Because I lived in a matter of minutes

And of course life isn't what we want it to be

If it was how could we ever feel pride

Do you feel pride in me?

I had hoped I could be something in your eyes

I never do anything for myself, ironically

Since no one ever did anything for me

First born but second loved

My real family laid among the black and white words hidden in a book

Or in the smiles and outstretched hands of my youth

Now it hides in my daydreams

Because no one cares for a girl whose family is books

And the memories of her past

Before the pain began.