sad phan trash

"phil i....i love you"

Dan just had just came home from the store afraid but happy "PHILLLLLLL I HAVE SOMETHING FOR YOU" dan yells smiling phil comes up the stares with his messy hair and glasses dan looks at him and smiles even bigger "oh were you sleeping?" phil laughs and smiles "yeh i got like thirty minutes" dan grabs phil's present and puts it behind  his back phil has wanted a lion plush that raws for a long time dan smiled at phil "then ill have a advantage you have to get you're present from me" phil smiles at dan and grabs his arm and pulls dan close to him him and soon enough phil pushes dan dan falls onto the couch and they look into each others eyes phil had  muttered  a apology "i......um...s.sor but phil was cut off by dans kiss phil released what was happening  and kissed back dan closes the kiss with a breathless smile and hands the present to phil. phil released what just happened  and steps away he looks at dan and shakes his head then runs into his room and locks the door dan surprised  gets up and runs to Phil's door "Phil i'm so sorry i didn't mean it!" dan can hear phil doing something in his room then the window open and then silence 

                                                                         *it may get sad*

"Phil open the door please I need to talk to you" dan knocked on the door sitting on the floor in front of his locked off room dan started to dose off Phil unlocked the door and saw dan sleeping on the floor outside his room Phil whispered"dan" at this point dan was dead asleep phil picked him up bridal style and carried him into his bed room but his bed was covered with laundry so Phil took him to his own room and pooped him down of his brightly colored bed set and smiled dan curled up into a ball and drifted off to a deeper sleep 

"Dan wake up" Phil whispers in dans ear dan slowly opens his eyes to Phil with his wet hair and only a towel on "p...Phil hi um did I" dan is interrupted with a kiss from Phil dan can feel drops of water on his face from Phil's hair phil bites dans bottom lip as he pulls away from a kiss phil smirks at dan "getting a bit excited are we" phil says with a suductive tone dan looks down at his pants and sees that his bulge is extremely obvious dan gets embarrassed "I'm so sorry it's not like that I" dan is suddenly cut off by Phil putting his hand on the younger boys bulge dan holds back a loud moan and bites his lip "f..uck phil your killing me" Phil only smirks and pushes a bit this time dan can't hold it in "dear god phil yes" "dan wake up" Phil whispers to dan "what phil" dan says confused "wake up" Phil  hollers 

Dan wakes up in a cold sweat with yes a bulge phil walks in with his wet hair and just a towel on phil bites his lip and looks at his so verry attractive friend "oh hey dan I was just about to wake you um up" Phil's eyes drift to dans boxers dan looks down at his ever growing bulge "fuck Phil I um" dan runs to his room and locks the door "shit shit SHIT" dan looks around for something to throw and sees his pens and his sharpeners dan gets up and sits at his desk and breaks the razor blade out and holds it in his shakeing hand and opens his computer to see the picture of him and phil he took when they went to Japan god phil and him looked so happy he felt the warm rush of tears on his face he looked down at his hand with the razor and texted phil 

I'm so sorry phil that I did this to us fuck I'm sorry that I did this to you you were the only good thing on this hell hole we call earth I won't hurt you anymore I i love you phil goodbye 

As he sent the message he looked down and made a small cut right above his vein I drop of blood rushed down his forearm his phone vibrated phil what do you mean dan it vibrated again dan don't do anything dumb I want to talk about this his phone vibrated again no dan don't! 

Phil knew what dan was doing dan realized that he was sobbing "I'm sorry phil" dan whispered to himself as he cut his arms blood was dripping everywhere on the table on his legs on the floor at this point dan knew that this was it phil would move on to live a happy life with whom ever he chooses dan smiled then all he could see was black