The Story of Chase

Sadness

I woke up this morning and my mom wasnt in her room and the car was outside so I looked around for her.
"Mom?!? Mom, Where are u?!?" I called while worrying. I start to cry so I go in my room and call my friend Jess to ask him to come over and help me find her.
"Jess can u come help me find my mom i cant find he and im worried" i say while i cry.
"Ill be there in 15. Go in your room and lock the door." jess says nervously
"Okay bro." i say while i lock my room door and hang up with jess. I hear a car horn out front i look out my window and see jess. I wave jess to come inside. Jess knocks on my door and unlock it and let him in.
"What happened this morning?" he ask me confused
"I woke up and couldnt find her." i say sad.
"Ill take a look around for u Bro." he says while he leaves the room. When he leaves I grab my blade and start cutting myself. I wince in the pain. I didnt hear him enter the room while i was cutting.
"Holy Crap what are u doing bro?!?" he says while freaking out.
"Relax im fine." i say setting down my blade.
"Well i found her.... U might want to pack ur stuff...." he says as a tear rolls down his face.
"Jess? What is wrong?!? What happened to her?!?!? Why do i need to pack?!?" i say starting to cry.
"Shes dead " he says as he cries and hugs me."im sorry little bro"
"She cant be dead its a lie" i cry and hug him back tighter.... " ill pack can u help me?" i say crying alot.
"Yeah" he says crying and we start packing my stuff. We finish packing and move all my stuff into his car.
"Jess how did she die?"i ask
"She drowned in the tub Chase"he says while sobbing. I get in his car and puts on Panic at the Disco and starts singing. He gets in also and looks at me funny and laughs.
"Whats so funny?!?" I ask angrily
"Nothing" he says trying not to laugh "Wanna go meet my friends?"he ask
" Ew the punk kids?!?" i ask discusedly
"We aren't all punk kids most of us are depressed u will fit in" he explains.