Little Stories

The suffering rain

She was walking through the hallway, smiled a little, touching every inch of the wall that made her remember
everything that she tries to forget.

She made her way to the only place that she thought will make her forget about this bad memories, about him but...

" hey watcha doing here? I am looking for you everywhere don't you know? "

That boy with the rockstar styled hair walking to me, suddenly a little smile appears in my mouth

" try to avoid you " i said lying

" avoiding me? Am i a big hole in the street so you have to avoid me?? "

And the funny face that he makes, made my cheeks turn into as red as a tomato

She smiled again and sat on the long brown chair beside her, again, touching the armrest of the chair as the memories came back to her.

Good memories, she whispered

She felt herself changing, the girl who was always cheering up everyone become the one who need cheers up, the girl who was always making everyone laugh become the one who need more laughter in her life.

After he left her, her feeling that was beautiful before changed into a strange feeling for her, a thing that she didn't know anymore.

Yeah, who's not changed after a hard heartbreak?

" so do you forgive him? " a friend asked her

" i did " she said with a broken smile

" so what bothered you? "

" what bothers me? "

She is done searching for the answer, she already knew the answer but she just didn't know how to reach it again, actually, she didn't know how to get back to it anymore..

Because she think she could be able to forgive and forget everything about him, about her past, but she didn't make it on the 'forgetting' part so here she is, with her long straight hair, struggling with her own strange feeling.

And maybe she will always be a suffering rain, she knew how it felt to be wounded because falling down all over again just for meeting the ground she loved.