VERY VERY SHORT CHAPTER
I just kicked her out, what's wrong with me? She did make me mad, she won't be gone forever. No, Stella would never do that to me. "I'm such an idiot, April," I mumble, picking her up.
When was my life turned upside down? I used to have Stella and my cats and my life was perfect. Why can't my life be ordinary? Oh yeah, I'm not even ordinary. I hook up with a baseball player.
I lay on bed and scream into my pillow feeling like the biggest idiot on the whole planet. Maybe I should've just sticked to hooking up with Kris and not being in an actual relationship.
I've made lots of mistakes in my lifetime of twenty-four years like riding my bike down a steep hill when I was eleven, or when I was thirteen and embarrassed myself in front of my crush, but this is by far the worst mistake. Losing Stella.
I miss her so much already, I guess this is my karma. My cats attempt to keep me happy by rubbing their fur against my arms and purring but nothing is working. I don't want to be depressed but my heart hurts. Stupid Austin. I huff and pet them both at the same time. I guess I'm stuck with two cats and a hook up partner. Stella wants to probably kill my overdramatic self.
"Here I am, talking to cats," I mumble to myself and pet their soft fur. "At least you guys will listen and not run away like they all do."
They meow in reply and I laugh, as if I understand them. I could tell my parents, my sister Angelica, the waitress Daisy...but how do I explain I've been hooking up with a Major League Baseball player? A very popular one too. Hey I need help, Stella left me, I have a very controlling boyfriend, and I'm hooking up with Kris Bryant. I can't say that, the whole word would kill me.
"At least you guys won't shut me up since you're cats," I tell them, they seem like they want to shut me up too though. "You guys seem like you hate me so I'm going to go take a walk and get fresh air."
I walk outside into the heated sun. It shines against my skin, probably going to sun burn me and my mind swirls with thoughts of Stella, Austin, and Kris.
Hey! This was a really short chapter but I wanted to get something up for you guys! To get my motivation up I reread Different View and watched some Cubs videos and it worked. I'll be updating more now!
Fun Fact About Abbigail-my real name isn't Abbigail. I hate my real name since it's the same as a Kardashian/Jenner and everyone calls me that. I may start going by it again though:) they've gone platinum blonde I'll tell you that:) first one to get it right gets a shoutout!
Xoxo-Abbi
ps-21 days till my thirteenth birthday and 5 days till my softball season starts again!
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Fanfiction"This isn't right, Kris, nobody knows about us. Not even Anthony or Stella," I say. "Sometimes the wrong thing is the right decision," he whispers. ~ Presley Barks has been a Chicago Cubs fan for as long as she can remember. She had gotten season...
