Self-destructive Thoughts

infinite departure

Drowning in the darkness

Feeling the emptiness

Feeling the loneliness

I wish I could careless

'Bout my uselessness

Of how the world revolves

Stuck in it's revolution

Of how gullible of Me

To think someone heed

But it turns out none

There is no one

So I shut the door

Lay down on a cold floor

With my eyes forever close

Drifting in an unending sleep

Forever and ever exist

A tight closed fist

Bit by bit

Unclasping it to end

With my long departure

Goodbye