My Life (Random Stuff) Pt. 2

im sorry...

I'm sorry for being me
I'm sorry for being a friend
I'm sorry for trying to stay alive
I'm sorry for causing trouble
I'm sorry for being a bitch
I'm sorry for trying to be someone I'm not
I'm sorry for being depressed

I am not the happy person you think I am. Behind my smile.... I'm....nothing. I just a mess. I'm a curse. I'm someone that hurts other ppl, pushes them away and later...looses them. I ignore ppl not because I'm a bitch......but because I don't want to hurt them. I've hurt too many ppl in the past. Karma is coming back to me and it's breaking me. I'm sorry.....I'm....that's all I can say.....I'm sorry