It has been ten years now since I last saw him. It still feels like I lost him yesterday, I still long for him. Even after all these years, I still do not regret my decision. I was stubborn then and I am stubborn now. I loved him then and I love him now but I can’t forgive him.
I have imagined our life together countless times; It seems like a perfect dream. I dream of a life which is not perfect, but something that combines all our imperfections to somehow brew harmony. The funny thing is even after all these years I cannot imagine myself with any other man but him.
He was the first man I even fell in love with. I have loved him before I knew the meaning of love; I have denied my love for longer than I can remember. I still deny it today to everyone but myself.
We have nothing in common, but still my soul longs for some unknown connection with him. I cannot imagine my life without this man who I love but I can’t stand. I don’t respect this man, I don’t trust him either.
Sebastian
Arrogant Charming
Struggling loving Strangling
Darcy Romeo Juliet Elizabeth
Stubborn egoistic
Matilda
We were made for each other but we were never meant for each other. It's the kind of forbidden love that the world permits, our soul longs for, but our heart just refuses to embrace. If I could go back all those years and have the choice again to live with or without you, I would still choose the latter.
STAI LEGGENDO
Cauldron of my thoughts!
Storie d'amoreMy mind is always up to something , cooking something up :) This is my cauldron ,where random strings of my thoughts will find their home
