you said you liked the rush of alcohol but
ive always said it tastes like cough syurp
is that why you drowned in it, sweetie?
i still remember spitting through gritted teeth when speaking to your sister;
and i still remember shrieking with blood in my stomach and acid in my mouth when in the arms of my own.
trembling with a hurt so numbing i could see a plethora of shaking spots.
baby please dont.
please dont.
