Fixing Insanity

What happened?

38 Minuets ago

I didn't know what to do. I couldn't get him to calm down. From where he was sitting I could see his shoulders trembling. He had his face hidden behind his hands.

"Izaya breath." I slowly sit next to him, not wanting him to lash out. I've only ever seen Izaya upset one other time, the time I was stabbed in middle school, but this is worse.

"I can't unsee it." His voice is raspy, "they just.....so much blood." He was muttering and I could hear that he was crying. "Izaya don't think about it." I rest my hand on his shoulder and he flinches away from me, quickly standing up. "Don't touch me." He practically growls at me. Standing up I raise my hands, "Hey calm down."

He turns to me and I stop myself from flinching. His eyes are bloodshot and his frowning really deeply. "I'm going home." He starts to walk to the door but I grab his arm, "Izaya you can't just-NGGgg!" I didn't even see him pull out his knife. I watch as he runs out the door and hold my side where he stabbed me, "Izaya......"

Present

"Thank you Celty" I smile at my beloved as she wraps a bandage around my stomach, "but you really didn't have to text Shizuo." After Izaya ran off Celty came home and found me bleeding, she freaked out and helped stitch me up.

She tapes the bandage with medical tape so it doesn't fall off and quickly types on her phone, he would want to know what happened and not just with Izaya but with the twins. I sigh softly, "Celty your such a good person."

I look down at my lap and I feel her put her hand on my shoulder. I grab her hand, "I'm worried about Izaya. I know he doesn't seem like the type of person to care but he really loved his sisters no matter how he acted." I look up at Celty as she types, Why did Izaya put up such a uncaring and cold attitude with them? I smile softly, "to protect them. You know with Izaya's job he makes a lot of enemy's and if they knew how much he really cared then they could have used the twins against them. That's exactly why he acted that way with them but he really did love them." She types quickly and I can tell she's surprised, wow I really didn't know that. It does make sense though. I hate to admit it but I'm a bit worried myself. Smiling I hug her, "That's because your heart is so big and pure you care about everyone!! Ach!!" Hunching over and holding my stomach due to her punching me was worth it because I made her flustered, "yeah, love you too."

There's a knock at the door and Celty answers it, "So whats going on?" Shizuo looks concerned along with his usual frown. "This is gonna take a little explaining so sit down. And also promise me you won't get to upset with him." He raises a eyebrow at me but sits, "who now?" Celty comes and sits next to me, "so Izaya kinda got upset and stabbed me." Right after I said that his face was contorted in rage, "WHAT?!?!" He stands up and I raise my hands and flail them around, "Wait hold on!! I made him upset don't get mad at him!" His angry expression seems to get angrier, "why the fuck shouldn't I be angry?! I'll kick his ass!" I shake my head, "Mairu and Kururi were found murdered in an ally by Rira academy."

His face falls into a look of bewilderment. "You can't be serious." He falls backwards onto the couch. I feel myself frowning, "I wish I wasn't. They still don't know who did it and its shaken up Izaya badly. He was the first one they contacted due to their parents being overseas." Shizuo wipes his face with his hand, "God." My eyes start to sting, "after he was done at the police station he came here and told me what happened. He just kinda broke down and I pushed him a little too much causing him to lash out at me." I shake my head, "I can't be mad at him for it either." Shizuo nods, "guess not."

We fall into a sad silence, not knowing what else to say. Please stay safe Izaya.

Izaya POV

With shaky hands I unlock my apartment door and slip out of my shoes and hang my coat up. Walking upstairs and into my bedroom I collapse onto my bed and cover my body with my comforter. Pulling my pillow to my chest I bury my face into it and sob, "I'm sorry."

Hey guys, hope you enjoyed! As you can see I'm rewriting it and don't worry I haven't given up. Till next time! -Shade