sound the fanfare || hwiyoung

Kim Youngkyun. The boy next door, one of the best dancers in the competitive group of SF9, the pride and joy of FNC Musical Arts Academy. He's also my best friend. But...

"I hate you Y/N!"

The phrase echoed in my mind. I still couldn't believe it. My best friend since birth, my other half, the one of the only people I could ever trust in this untruthful world, hated me. He hated me. It couldn't be a lie. Youngkyun never lied. He always told the truth, even if it hurt me. And it hurt me even now. Even now, those words haunt me. I haven't left my room in a month. Taehyung, the only other person I trust in this hellhole, came by every once in a while to check on me.

"Y/N?"

"Hey, Juho."

"You feeling any better?"

"No..."

"Why don't you come with me tonight? There's a party, loosen up a bit yeah?"

"Sure, I feel like a vampire."

"You look like a vampire."

"YAH! DO YOU WANT TO DIE?"

Juho smiled, "You should be like that more, I miss the old Y/N that scared the crap out of me every living second of every day."

I smile, "When's the party?"

"In 10 minutes."

"YAH! WHY DID YOU TELL ME NOW?"

"Well you'd probably back out if you said yes so..."

"Baek Juho."

"Okay, I'm going to use your shower ok?"

"Yeah."

This was a normal thing. Youngkyun, Juho, and I practically grew up together. I met Juho when I was 2 years old, and he was 3 years older than me. At some point or the other, we've all seen each other naked, and we weren't in the least bothered by it. Then Youngkyun started acting weird. He started avoiding me, only talking to Juho. When I confronted him about it...