Hi. I will call you Amy because I think it's an appropriate name for a pen pal. Yes, this is what it has come to , an imaginary pen pal, it's not you I am concerned about, it's my need for you . I have so many things to let go, it's too much.
Let me tell you my story, I am a introverted extrovert (confusing, right?!), I don't identify with anyone my age and like books, music and art. I don't have any special features, brown hair, brown eyes, big nose, small mouth, small eyes. I am fandom trash and especially Twenty One Pilots.I just love them , their music, and just EVERYTHING about them♡. I watch anime and Yuri on Ice is my fave.
I go to a snobby school where only looks matter and if you are not a gorgeous model, you are not popular (exceptions apply).
I have two bestfriends, Jordyn , who is a misfit girl with green tips on her hair that draws and has a sense of being that makes me comfortable in my own self, my other best friend is Danielle who is popular but , as I have not mentioned , like me, listens to hardcore rap (I know I am weird). Last year I had a best friend, her name is Lara and she is gorgeous but she moved to a new school and doesn't have time for me anymore since she became popular and talks about her special best friend with someone who's not there. I want her happiness but I want some one to tell me I am their soulmate, their Best Friend. And she simply won't do that, I guess I have a low self esteem.
One thing is for sure, I dress better than the popular girls, it's just that no one appreciates it, because like I already said I am ANTISOCIAL and no one notices antisocial people. I change myself for people, but has anyone ever changed for me, has anyone ever looked forward to being alone with me? The answer is no.
I am smart but I am not a nerd. I am not on honor roll because unfortunately my extrovert side comes out during Math class. Ugh. Ah and no boyfriend and no future plans of one.
Xoxo
Kathleen F.
