He Has Disconnected

•~• Chapter 2 •~•

I hid in the closet and bent a wire hanger around the inside handles. I pulled out another wire hanger from the rack and wrapped it around handles to support the other one. I shook the the door a bit but it was still unstable. I searched around in the slight dark. A bit of the white light glittered inside the closet and let something shine. I quickly grabbed it, a shining metal ruler was in my hands and I slid it between the open space in the tea cup handles.

My hands shook as I heard the pounding on my door. I heard the bookshelf shake and I held my breath.

"I KNOW YOUR IN THERE! COME OUT NOW OR ELSE!" The growl growled. I could smell the alcohol from here and I quickly buried myself under a large pile of my clothes. The pounding on the door became harsher and my pink and blue hair stood up from the static.

The harsh knocking stopped and I hugged my knees. I waited there for what seemed like hours. At least I'll have 6 hours away from him tomorrow.... WAIT. My eyes widened as I remembered that there's no school tomorrow due to slight renovations. I cried a bit but I also smiled.

He'll be out all day again right? I'll be fine. I can just play my video games. But they aren't going to be there.... they still have school. Ugh....

I sat in the closet. Silence surrounding me, taunting me. I'm safe tonight...

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I woke up in the dark dull light of my closet. The air was stuffy and the pile of clothes were warm. I slowly stood up and stared at the handles. I reached out to it but I flinched back into the pile of clothes.

I heard the loud crash and no other sound came. I sat alone but I finally moved. I removed the ruler and unwrapped the wire hangers. I pushed the doors opened and stepped into my wrecked room. The main door was cracked and closed. My book shelf was face down on my floor. The books everywhere. Tiny pieces of broken glass sat on the ground. I picked up a piece and stared at it.

The sharp edges called to me but I just held onto it. I noticed the broken picture frame on the ground. I saw the picture and tears ran down my face.

•~•~•~• Flash Back •~•~•~•
"Mommy!" I called out as I ran into her arms. Her bright natural pink hair was soft and fluffy. Her pink eyes stared softly as me as she scooped me up. I smiled and looked back.

"Daddy!" I called out. He came closer the wind blowing at his blue hair and his gray eyes shined.  I received a great hug from both and I was filled with hope.

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I cried at her limp body. Blood leaked to my knees and stained my light yellow dress. The blood red fought with the yellow as my tears fell. I hugged her tightly.

"Mommy! Don't leave!" I cried. The man in the car drove away and we sat on the road alone.

"MACY?! NAKI?!" A voice called out. I looked up my face covered in tears and blood. I saw my father standing there, tears running down from his face and onto the cold ground. He fell down on his knees and shoved me away from Mommy. He hugged her body as her eyes closed. He looked up his eyes twitching.

"You did this." He hissed.

"But I-"

"IF YOU LISTENED TO YOUR MOTHER SHE WOULDN'T HAVE DIED! THIS IS YOUR FAULT YOU STUPID BRAT!" Father growled slapping me in the face.

•~•~•~• Flash Back End •~•~•~•

Tears flew onto the broken glass faster and I fell to my knees.

"It's all my fault...." I cried. I dropped the picture and stared at the sharp glass. I pressed the tip into my skin and I got ready for the pain. I already saw a drip of blood fall.

"I can't do this..." I whispered as I dropped the piece of glass. I rolled onto the floor and I didn't bother to wipe the blood off my wrist.

"I'll be fine, right?....... Someone still cares, right?" I asked myself. "Yeah I know someone still cares... even if their miles away."

-------- A/N --------
As a reminder, I want to say that your always loved. Please, if you feel like everything is going wrong, just be patient because it will get better. You are strong and great, please believe in yourself.