letters to m. • baekhyun

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M,

❝If you shine so brightly today
will you also be tomorrow?
Will you give your light in any way
to help people out of their sorrow?

Whether though or easy,
whether white or black
if it needs my life to cease
will I ever get it back?

My happiness is my treasure
yet you give it to others
with upmost pleasure
while you'd rather rot in smother.

Is it that what I need
to see everyone but me-
everyone from our breed-
so blissfully happy?

Is my life to sacrifice
for everyone else's?
Like I throw the dice
and count my last chances?

To survive the misery
I was born into
to shine in clarity
to help maybe even you.

I said I'd rather die
than to live this hollow
realization comes as you cry
through countless lonely nights;
your life is death
and so is mine.❝

What are you doing to me?