For Dennise

The Beginning

Dear, Denisse

Do you still remember those days when we started out as friends? I was a newbie for the team when I was accepted for the try outs. When it was my first time na makita ka, I felt something na di naman talaga dapat. I felt something na kakaiba at first time kong maramdaman yun. When we had our first training together I quickly went to you sa bleachers, I was so scared that time kase you looked so mataray. When you saw me walking to you, you was about to stand up, pero I said na mag stay ka, I also handed you the blue Gatorade diba?

Months passed and naging okay naman tayo, yung friendship natin as beshies, we are so close na dumating sa point na inaasar na tayo ng teammates natin na kung tayo na daw ba, na may something daw sa atin. Pero I just kept on ignoring those, and you will always say na "bestfriends" lang tayo every time na sinasabi mo yun I always feel something wrong, parang nasasaktan ako pero mali mali bestfriends lang tayo. Alam mo I tried na i-overcome yun baka kasi na co-confuse lang ako, baka kasi dahil lang yun sa mga pang-aasar nila sa atin, baka kasi dahil lang yun sa mga fans and shippers natin. But I was wrong. Iba na pala pagtingin ko sayo.