I'll keep waiting on her good health
Waiting for her to stand with me outside of doubt
This has already taken it's toll on my heart
And I now know it's not worth moving away from here now
Keep it straight
Eh crooked bitch it's as long as I am going to wait
Can wait forever if that is what it takes
And I'm going nowhere I've already been
Right now that is nowhere seeing as it's all so obscene
Earthly worldly being you failed you failed me
So did I every time I failed to be listening
Withstand the rounds of torture or stop second guessing
Every time your heart speaks
Every time baby
Those are the only words you'll hear from me
Yes there is no rewinding all you mean to me
Thank you mommy you've really helped me
Hate myself some more for just a little longer
Asking foreign dead men for my nightly forgiveness
No I would not have to if you'd been there through this
Kept me he did from killing myself did you know this
Stay your stupid and drunken mistress
I was your child and I wanted more than this
Born to bear witness and kill myself
Still may end up in the cycle
