Talking Through Filters: Phan

Part 36

Phil's POV

     After I got off the call with Dan, I pulled out my suitcase from under my bed and laid it down next to me.

     This is it... This is actually happening.
I grabbed the picture of us from 2011 that I kept on my nightstand and stared at it.
All the memories flooded back to me.

     The memories of the night we ended it all, still so clear in my mind.

     ~Flashback~

     "So what Dan? What if they do know about us? Is that really such a bad thing?!" I yelled at him from the middle of the room.

     "What do you fucking mean 'is it really such a bad thing?', I didn't want them to know about this Phil! I didn't want people to know we were dating!"

     "I know that Dan! But we can't really hide that now! We might as well just tell them truthfully."

     "No, we will never tell them truthfully.
We're playing it off as if this whole 'v day video' thing never happened." He reprimanded.

      He scratched the back of his neck and then looked back up at me.

     "Phil I... I think we need to break."

My heart shattered at his words.

     "Wh- What?" I choked out.

     "We need to break up Phil. Maybe not forever, but at least for now. Until this whole thing is forgotten. He sighed.

     "You're breaking up with me over this?!"

     "It's not that big of a deal, Phil I-"

     "What do you mean it's not that big of a deal?!" I shouted, cutting him off. "Have these past four years meant nothing to you?!"

     "Phil I didn't say that I-"

    "You know... Maybe it is best if we break up..."

     He went silent and looked down at his feet, clearly not knowing how to respond.

     I sighed loudly and stormed off to my room, tears already streaming down my face.

     I quickly shoved everything I had that was important into my bag and closed my door behind me.

     I went to the door to find that Dan had already left the lounge.

     I sighed heavily, opening the door and slamming it on my way out.

     ~End Of Flashback~

     The memory of that night sent shivers down my spine. But, that was the past, no way to change it, and no way to turn back.

     All we had now was our future.
The unwritten story, soon to be placed down on the paper we call life. The authors being ourselves, to figure out how our stories are going to end.

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     I zipped up my bag and headed towards the door.

     This was it.

     I opened the door and shut it behind me, smiling to myself.

     Well, time to start writing.

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Wow I haven't updated in forever.
Sorry about that.
I hope you guys liked this chapter!
It's basically a filler that tells how things ended for them, this chapter most based off of the Phan 2012 song.

Please vote and comment if you liked this!! I hope I don't suck at writing as much as I feel like I do.

Love you guys !!

xxKonstantine