Most Wanted (GL) [To Be Self-Published]

Chapter 20 - unedited

"You grew a heart." She chuckled.

"I do have a heart." I said sarcastically.

"Oh, edi, mas mabait ka na para madaling intindihin." Tinaasan niya ako ng kilay at ngumisi. "You used to be so cold and distant. I mean, you're hyper and a fucking flirt, a sex addict—" Parang gusto ko siyang saksakin. Sex addict talaga, eh. "—and all but you always keep your distance. No strings attached."

"Nagkaroon naman ako ng kaibigan bukod sa'yo." I defended.

"Sino? That handsome gay named Dexter?" Pumalatak siya ng pagtawa. "But he doesn't know your line of work."

"Whatever."

"But since you met that Sulli Trajico, that big time businesswoman who's definitely popular among men, women, and in the corporate world, hindi ko pa man siya nakikilala ng personal ay alam ko kung gaano ka niya binago."

I smirked. "I guess."

Umalis siya at bumalik rin kaagad bitbit ang isang bote ng alak at dalawang shot glass. Hmm...matagal na rin akong hindi nakakainom.

"Nauuhaw ako." Sabi niya sa akin at nauna nang mag-shot. "Masakit pa yung tama mo?"

Nilagyan niya ng laman yung shot glass na isa at inabot sa akin. I took and drink it immediately. I closed my lips tight nag gumuhit ang init nito sa lalamunan ko, pababa sa sikmura. I groaned. "Masakit, siyempre. But I can walk, sanay tayo sa ganito, 'di ba?"

Natawa siya. "Oo naman. Tayo pa ba? Mga Amazona tayo."

"Baliw."

Silence. Tanging ang paglagok lang sa alak ang naririnig maging ang maya't mayang pagsasalin ng nakalalasing na likido. Nararamdaman ko na rin ang mainit na epekto nito. Though I'm still good.

"So...anong desisyon mo?" She asked. "Will you tell her the truth? Or just leave her—leave them—na walang kaalam-alam?"

"Natatakot ako." Nasabi ko na lang. Napainom ulit ako. "Natatakot ako na baka masaktan ko sila at kamuhian ako."

"But it'll hurt more if you keep feeding them with lies."

Ang sama ko. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. Natatakot ako. Natatakot akong ipaalam ang totoo. Lalo na kay Sulli.

Natatakot ako sa maari niyang maging reaction sa mga posible kong aminin.

Natatakot akong aminin ang lahat.

"Maghahanap muna ako ng lakas ng loob." Sagot ko habang tuluy-tuloy sa pag-inom.

Napailing siya. "Kaya ayokong ma-involve sa ganyang gulo, eh."

I chuckled. "Nako, I'll surely laugh at you if you ever fall in love."

"Yuck."

"Maka-yuck 'to! Love's not a freaking virus, best friend." I laughed. "Sige ka, kapag tinamaan ka ni Eros, ewan ko na lang."

"Takot sa akin si Eros!" She yelled and shot another alcohol. "I'll kill him if he ever shoot me with his fucking arrow."

"Good luck." I said. Tumayo na ako kaya napatingin siya sa akin. "Alis ako. Puntahan ko si Sulli. I missed her."

"Don't tell me you're going to fuck her—"

"Shut up." I said while laughing, binato ko sa kanya yung tissue na nakita ko lang. "Pahiram ng sasakyan."

"Sure." Hinagis niya sa akin pabalik yung tissue na inilagan ko lang. "Ingat ka. Huwag papahuli. Tatawanan kita kapag nakita kita sa likod ng rehas."

"Never." I grinned and winked. "Pahiram na rin ng handcuff. "

"Hey..." She teased. "Para saan naman?"

"I know you know." I answered while giggling excitedly.

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Sulli's

I felt my bed moved but I didn't mind. I'm so tired. Pinasyal ko pa kasi si Sydney pagkauwi niyang school. I'm stressed, too, when she kept on asking where's her Mom.

Seriously, I'm gonna rip that beautiful neck of September Imperial kapag nakita ko siya. Pero sa ngayon ay magpapahinga muna ako.

I was having a light dream when I felt something soft brushed on my skin. I moved a little because it felt ticklish but something has been keeping me from doing so.

"Sulli..."

Natigilan ako.

I slowly opened my eyes and noticed a hand on my wrist. I was lying on my stomach. Hindi ko magawang humarap dahil sa pamilyar na taong nasa likuran ko, halos nakadagan sa akin. "Sep...September?"

I felt her breath on my nape. Pero may napansin ako.

"Teka...nakainom ka ba?" I asked, trying to looked at her but our position forbids me.

She instead answered me with kisses. Napakuyom ako ng palad sa ginawa niya.

"September?"

Dumiin ang halik niya. I gasped when she licked the skin on my nape, then sucked it hard. That mere action sends unexplainable shivers on me, invading my mind and body. A sudden sparks electrified inside me, right from my nape, down to my core.

Her lips felt so soft and territorial. Lahat ay dinadaanan ng labi niya.

"September, w-wait—" She showered wet kisses on my ear. "—stop, s-shit..." I moaned when she bit my earlobe. I gritted my teeth when it turned hard, too.

Binitawan niya ang wrist ko upang ipailalim ang malikot na kamay sa loob ng aking suot na damit. Nakuyom ko ng sobrang higpit ang sheet sa ginagawa niya.

Fuck, Sulli, say something!

"Sep, w-wait!" I suppressed a moan when she touched my breast underneath my bra. "Pagkatapos mong—" I moaned. "Wait! September!"

I tried to stop her when she pinched and toyed my nipple but even my energy looks like giving up with all this pleasure she's been giving me.

"Moan."

"The hell with you?" I, again, tried to struggle. "You've been missing in action for almost—hey!"

Nanlaki ang mata ko nang mamalayan ko na lang na...I gulped and glared at her, that's fast that it's too late to even realize. "Tanggalin mo itong posas sa kamay ko!"

Bakit ba hindi kaagad ako nakapalag? Damn!

She just smiled childishly. Umupo siya sa tiyan ko at nagsimulang magtanggal ng damit. Muli akong napalunok.

"What are you..." Inirapan ko siya. "Pagkatapos mong mawala—"

"I love you." She threw her top somewhere.

"S...shut up."

She unhooked her bra, earning another gulped from me when I saw her naked upper body. "Mamaya mo na ako awayin. I missed you."

"Tanggalin mo itong posas."

"Nah," She smiled, she ripped my shirt na halos ikalaglag ng panga ko. "Oops."

"September!"

"Shh..." She kissed my forehead. "I want to claim you. Let me make love with you. All of you."

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