It's not euphoric

It's not euphoric

It's supposed to be euphoric

The day I met you

You offered me something, I'm intended to find

But then it's not, it's not euphoric at all

I dread that day, with all my life or whatever is left

Your name is a curse spell, I should haven't uttered

But you tricked me you Angel! With your flower words

I should have known, I should have known

You gave me something I needed so much

You know me yet I didn't know you

You made me dance inside your palm

And weaved my life with your magical touch

It's supposed to be euphoric

My memories of you

But now all is left, are memories dangling in the air I breathe

So tell me, how should I live? Please tell me...

It's always been dark, my days I mean

Before you, sunshine, came to me

I was surviving, you taught me to live

But the life you taught isn't mine in the first place

It was yours all along

I was only a vessel, you put life into it

And the moment you're gone, I was gone too

And all was left is me, who hopes to perish too

Into oblivion with you

I did everything, I did my all

Shouted, I uttered the curse spell

"Please darling sunshine! Come back to me!"

But nothing, I'm nothing for you anymore

I'm nothing for me anymore

It's supposed to be euphoric

But it's not, it's not euphoric

It was euphoric, a fleeting euphoria

Because before I know it, you're already in the arms of another

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