Push yourself

Untitled Part 1

I know you've hit your limits,

But you gotta push yourself

I can't.

You can. And you will.

No. I can't. I've been here too many times and I can't.

You can! Look for that reason. School, Clubs, Family, Him...

No! Because I'm failing it all!

No, you're not...

I am! I'm failing 99% of my classes and I don't belong in the "Club", I'm not part of that family, you heard them, And...And he doesn't want anything to do with me...

Look please. Just stand. Please.

I can't
you can.
I can't.
Please
I don't want to open my eyes
Take your time
Please.
Take your time
I can't breath

*I can't move. My hands burn with cold and they refuse to move. Why can't I move! My eyes refuse to open and I. Can't. Breath.
I can hear her screaming my name.
"D!" I try to scream back. I try to move but I'm so cold.
I hear the rasp in her voice, the pain of her screaming and the pain in her screaming.
"D! I'm here! Dionne, Please" I feel the scream in my voice and the rasp in my throat, but nothing comes out.
"Come on! We're not playing anymore!"
My head hurts. My throat gives in to pain and begins to burn. My hands still refuse on moving and stay put. I am here. I know I am. I can still feel the snow on my cold torso and the heaviness over my legs. I can hear Dionne screaming on me. If I wasn't here I wouldn't hear her.*

Focus
I'm trying to
Breath
I'm trying to
Just stay calm
Trust me, I'm trying.
I know
Please
I know
I want to wake up
you're not asleep
I am
you're not asleep