RANDOM THOUGHTS

The Seed and It's Roots

There was a time when the world is pure. When the daylight is fully shining and the night never seem to exist.

Sadness, anger, pain, loneliness. They have no place in this world before. Before us, humans, chose to disobey.

I dreamt a dream. In a dream I saw, saw a majestic light so wonderful and shining. The light held so much power that under its presence, my imperfections cannot be seen. It's so beautiful and enchanting. It's warm rays helped me grow up. The only thing that deem to be important that time is that light.

I dreamt a dream. In the dream I saw how I grew up. I grew up and came to know how to walk. And so, Light held my arms and I walked slowly, carefully.

I dreamt a dream. But in that dream, I saw how I turned my back to Light. We are walking together, but on our way I saw something else. Something.. different.

I dreamt a dream. I saw how I turned my back to Light.

Filled with mystery and wonder, I was curious on what lies beyond him. And that was how I discovered Light's twin.

It's own nemesis.

The one enemy of Light.

Darkness had a name, then. He introduced his self to me, and I, awed by it's mystery decided to leave Light and walked towards him. But before I can make three steps, Light asked me a question.

A question I couldn't answer. No, I would not want to answer it. But I know I have to choose between him and Darkness.

They are enemies and they can't be together. There's no in-between or a neutral. Light and Darkness, you always have to choose between them.

In that dream I dreamt, I was torn between loyalty and curiosity. And I chosed curiosity. For the meantime.

Little did I know that that decision will be more than it should be.

The dream continued and it showed how I, by choosing my curiosity, also chosed Darkness.

And so Light had no choice but to let me go.

That is the day I discovered Light's weakness. It's my decision. There was nothing he could do against it. I decided, and he will have to let me go.

And so I walked to Darkness and bid goodbye to Light.

We walked and walked. Further away, side by side, me and Darkness. He showed me different things. Many things my mind could ever wonder. Until I noticed Light was nowhere to be seen.

Uneasiness started to build in me. I realized how much I missed Light and how comfortable it felt to be in his arms.

In that dream, I met Loneliness. He saw me and I was surprised when he hugged and clung unto me. He was crying. His cries was breaking something inside me. While his tears flowed, my heart bled. That night, I came to know that something was missing when I left. Something was... gone.

I was about to go back from where I used to be. I wanted to be with Light. No, I needed to be with him. It was hard. Without Light, the night seem to be endless. It's so cold and dark. Mysterious and frightening.

And in that dream, I came to know why Light was enemies with Darkness. They are opposites. They are something that can't be one.

I started to run. Run away from Darkness and go back to Light.

But Darkness was fast and suddenly held my arms. I gasped at the touch. It was different from Light's warm, beautiful and enchanting feeling. His was cold, rough, and... frightening.