Why is LOVE so Complicated?

LOVE IS FEAR

     Holding hands under the warm sun locking eyes,thinking that we might kiss, he comes close to my face...I look away. 
     "Why do you do that?"he furiously said,with shock.
     "I don't know something didn't feel right" I replied. Why didn't I kiss him? We fought,yelled screamed and finally parted ways. He wasn't the one that I wanted to have my first kiss with. I wanted it to be with someone I do love and care about. There is one person that I couldn't stop loving well more like liking him. Some how nothing and no one could hold back the feelings I had for him.
     I always knew no matter what I couldn't be with him because there was something holding me back...
         FEAR
      How can I really love someone if you think they will leave in a blink of an eye. Why is LOVE complicated? Why can't we go up to a person and say I like you and then kiss them?! Because of the fear of rejection. Why? The world is full of questions why! LOVE is hard to find even if you search high and low you can't find it....
KISS!!
You say kiss because you want to, but what if you don't know how? You take a risk..... NOT! Who can take a risk if you have butterflies in your stomach when your crush comes by? Go up and kiss him you say, but you don't. Go tell him how you feel your heart says. Tell him why you like him and care so much about him. Show him that even if he doesn't like you that you are happy because he is happy...You can't do it your mind replies to you in a screechy voice.
"Why is LOVE complicated?" I ask myself.
LOVE is complicated because you still don't understand the meaning. You don't care because you love even if it is fake because that is all you want. You want to be able to hold hands and hug. You want to feel warm inside when you are close. You want to kiss like it is your last. You can't because LOVE is to complicated.
Why is LOVE so complicated?