I'm Okay

My life

  I have no life. My mother doesn't care. She hates me. So dose my hole life. I have no father to help. He died when I was 6. He was my best friend. He actually cared. He would always bring me to places and not my brothers. He told me in hard times that I was special, and no one was like me. I miss him. To hurt me my mom forces me every month, to spit on his grave. But my mom doesn't know that every night I go to his grave and cry. I always yell.  Why did it have to be him! What did he do!!!! I'm turning 13, and when I do I'm not going to have my mom do that to me. My dad told me to listen to my mom even if life gets hard. It hard but I will do whatever he says. Now that he is gone I have no Choice.