Silent Desires

Prologue

I walk to the nearest coffee shop where its number one in town. I continue to walk, step by step as my heels tap on the concrete. I turn to open the door as I look my phone and I suddenly bumped my head on something hard. My phone drops as I grabbed onto something with a soft cotton texture, and I look up as the man looked at me. His brown eyes were innocent as they shine at me. I let go of his suit and stepped back.

"I apologize." I bowed a ninety degree angle as I smiled to make the situation sound mature enough. "I wasn't watching."

When my eyes gazed at him, my smile fades away. As we stand three feet away from each other, these short flashes of memories suddenly hit me.  In shock, I watched him go down his knees and picks up my phone. He clenched his jawline.

"Please be careful next time Miss." He hands it to me.

I blink to realize he was trying to give it to me, "Ah thank you."

I bowed yet again and grabbed it out of his hands. He looked away and walked. As I watch him go, my phone suddenly rings which startled me. I looked at it and it was from an unknown person. I slide my phone screen of the call to answer it.

"Hello," I asked the unknown number.

"I found you," the voice goes through the phone which didn't sound human.

"Who are you," I asked seriously, "What do you want from me?"

"Your coming home with me," it once said.

The unknown phone caller quickly ends the call. I sat in front on the coffee shop on a black wooden bench. I closed my eyes.

His eyes in pain as he stabs the knife in his heart.

Grasping for air.

He told her that it was his final wish for her to live a normal life like she should've years ago.

Those memories became blank and dark yet again. Why do those keep coming back, I thought as I slowly open my eyes. I stand up from the bench and continued to walk down the sidewalk, holding my small purse and my phone tightly. My heels continued to tap the concrete.

~~~

I spread my arms and fell backwards onto my bed, the soft grey silky fiber quality warms my body as I hug my pillow. I slowly blink my eyes, thinking, back to those flashes of memories. As I was thinking, my phone suddenly rings. I grab the phone off my small white table and it was from the same unknown caller. I slide the call and put the phone to my ear without saying anything.

"Hello," a voice came through,"I know you're there. But anyways I have a request for you. Come meet me tomorrow at the park in Gangnam. If you don't come, I'll have to just get you out of your apartment myself."

"K-kai?" My voice shakes in fear.

"I always wonder when you were going to say my name. I miss you."

I gulped my spit. "what do you want from me?"

"Haha I wonder what I want." He laughs through the phone. "I really need you to come back to me. Don't forget, you're still mines."

"I'm no ones and not even yours anymore."

"Your still coming home with me no matter what." 

"When will you leave me alone." My heart beats.

"Never. I need you here with me, baby."

"Don't call me that. We aren't a thing anymore."

"Even if we aren't, who says I can't. I could do whatever I want."

"I have to go." I quickly end the phone call.

I threw my phone on the floor and quickly got up. I bent my knees to get my pink suitcase underneath my bed and placed it on my bed. I rushed to my draws and closet to claim all my clothing and placed them in my luggage. I zipped up my luggage and carried it to the living room. I grabbed my purse and my light grey jacket - left on the table and I putted on my jacket. I carried my luggage, open the door and a man stood tall in black stands in front of me. I look up to where his jawline meets where his ears and his eyes are brown with eyelids that makes his eyes grow more ferious.

"K-kai?" In shock, my body can't even move.

"Why the rush baby." He walks in as I back up from him.

"U-uh nothing," my words stuttered as I hear the door shut.

"Here let me help then." He grabbed onto my hand where I held onto my luggage handle.

I moved it away, "no I can do it myself."

"Oh really." He places his hands on my cheeks and forces his lips on mines - inserting his tongue in my mouth.

I pushed him away, dropping my luggage onto the ground. Kai stands his ground and looks at me with a smirk. I quickly grab my luggage and held it tight.

"So you've been hiding from me all this time and yet I don't even hear a word from where you've gone too." He slowly walks towards me. "Not even a 'I miss you too baby' from you."

"There is no us Kai," I yelled, "Not anymore!"

He laughs. I continued to stand there as he laughs while I hold my luggage.

"There may not be a us but you know," his voice changes, "I can't let you go."

"You can't just keep on holding onto me forever."

"I will." He opens the door and leaves.

My legs started to shake and I fell on my knees. Hot burning tears run down my face, what do I do.