A Mistress' Cry
"Ughh. I'm c-coming. F-faster," I cried feeling the sensation of reaching my orgasm. And then he came too. He spit his juice on my abdomen and lay beside me. I looked at him and I can sense that his tired. I was about to touch his face but he moved. I'm now facing his back.
Okay lang. Sanay na ko. For more than 2 years that we're together nasanay na ko that after we had sex he'll be cold as ice. Noong una naiiyak pa ko pero ngayon wala na kong nararamdaman. O namanhid na ang buong pagkatao ko. Its okay I can handle. I can manage.
He stood up and went to the bathroom. Ako hindi ko pa nalilinis ang sarili ko. Nasa katawan ko pa rin ang katas nya. Dinadama pa rin ang pag iisa namin kanina. I heaved a sigh and stood up. Binalot ko ang sarili ko sa kumot. Lumabas sya ng CR na nakatapis lang ng twalya. He's so hot talaga kaya mahal na mahal ko sya e. I just stared at him and smile.
"What do you want for dinner babe?" I asked him.
"I better get going babe," he said. "My wife is waiting for me. Nagluto kasi sya because Anton just one the chess competition. We need to celebrate."
"Ahmm. Ah o-okay," my disappointment was very obvious. Nahalata nya to. He walked near me and enveloped me in his arms.
"Babe," and tinaas nya ang baba ko. "Babawi ako sayo bukas. Promise." And he give me a peck on my lips.
"It's okay babe. Ma-maliligo lang ako." Pumasok na ko sa banyo. Tinagalan ko ang paliligo. I let my tears flow. Di ko kasi kayang umiyak sa harap nya. Ayoko kasing malaman nyang hindi ko na kaya yung set up naming dalawa. Kasi di ko sya kayang nawala sakin. I better get hurt than to lose him. I love him so much. So much that it hurts.
Paglabas ko ng CR ay wala na sya. Umuwi na sa asawa nya.
I'm a mistress and willing. It's all for love.
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After a long time. Nakapagpublish ulit. Wew. Haha :)
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A Mistress' Cry
ChickLitAre you willing to be a kept woman? Because I, Cara Mendez, is willing and loving it. If loving him is painful and wrong I am willing to take the pain and disregard what is right. I just fuckingly in love, so deep, to a married man.
