" I love you too but - " he shushed me. Tf is he doing putting his finger on my mouth.
"look, Ima fix this I swear. " I sighed I knew I was finna forgive him I always did.
" I forgive you " a small devious smile played across his lips. He grabbed my hand and slide it to his lap. Squeezing it around his groing oh, damn
. " Jerome, you promised this wouldn't always be about sex, I thought we were getting serious. " he squeezed my hand again and looked at me with those big soft brown eyes I fell in love with.
" okay, you right " he scooted closer to me and licked his lips. God why is he so sexy. I wanted to kiss those lips, those beautiful lips o'his. I went for it. I leaned in for a kiss and to my disappointment, he denied it and turned his face so my lips landed on his cheek.
" I can't kiss you. " he said, answering my what the fuck face. No the hell he didnt. I thought to myself ready to kick him outta my house. " maria, she's still my girl"
hell no. "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK JEROME" I Screamed slapping him. He looked at me like I was crazy,
" you knew what you were getting yourself into, don't play stupid Dhani . " he said his voice filled with annoyance. I wont let him see me cry , not right now . bastard
" get out" I said calmly .
"what" he said standing up .
" thats the fucking way you wanna be , then get the fuck out my house ! " I yelled .
" fuck no , im not going no where " he said trying to stop me fron slapping him again.
" im not doing this , IM NOT OPTION TWO MOTHERFUCKA LET ME GO !" I Said screaming and yanking away from him .
''please not right now , didnt I just express my love for you ?" he questioned me. bullshit , fuck his expression.
'' You cant have your cake and eat it too ," he stood there for a moment with pleading eyes . im not budging fuck him.
'' bye nigga'' his pleading eyes turned cold and before I could say anything else I felt a his hand connect with my face. did he just hit me ? I started wildin out. I punched him in his mouth as hard as I could kneed him in his nuts and tried to run . I knew I wouldnt get away , . he tripped me , I fell right onto my coffee table almost hitting my head. fuck , this some white girl movie shit.
" why the fuck are you always challenging me ! " he yelled snatching me off the floor . when the hell did he get so strong ? I was scared . what the fuck was he gonna do to me ? I had to do something , and with a quickness .
'' rome baby , im sorry " I cried trying my best to stop my tears of fear.
'' you will be , " was all he said before throwing me on the couch and walking out leaving me laying there shaking. what the hell just happened. ive never seen him act like that .
LATER THAT DAY :
" WHAT ! " My bestfriend Mia screamed the phone .
" Yes ! ." i said looking out my apartment window . Rome's car was outside and he was just sitting there , i didnt know if he was coming up or not . But i knew he wasnt getting in . I slammed the blinds shut when i saw him getting out the car .
" Oh shit , he's coming back ." i said nervously pacing my living room floor .
" IM ON MY WAY !" mia said and i heard the dial tone .
Loud banging rang in my apartment as Rome pounding in my door .
" Babe ! let me in ! i know you in there !" he yelled still banging . I didnt say anything back .I Ran to my room and grabbed my stunn gun .
"PLEASE IM SORRY !" he yelled this time without banging .
" No leave ! " i screamed on the verge of tears .
" im not leaving til you open this door , please dhani !" he replied " i really am i dont know what came over me ."
" No , please leave ." i creid " i dont wanna see you ." i didnt hear anything after a few minutes . i put my back to the door and slid to the floor . i cried , while he was still screaming i heard him walk away finally leaving me in my tears.
" Dhani ! open up its mia ." my bestfriend yelled through the door . i scramble to my feet and unlocked the door , i tried wiping the steady tears away from my eyes .
" Dhani , i saw him leave you okay ?" mia said hugging me.
"Yeah , why the fuck am i so stupid ?" I cried , leaning into her .
" Girl you and him will always be something , i dont get why he would say something so cruel to you though . " she said not knowing the real reason i was beyond angry at him .
" me niether , he a bitch ." i said finally done crying .
" Say that then ," she laughed cheering me up . My bestfriend was the only person close to me foreal . We been friends so long people say we resemble one another . Me standing 5'2 her 5'0 . I have jet black shoulder length hair and she sandy brown wavy hair to the middle of her back , we both had big butts and were thought of as "thick " . we both had even brown skin and my light brown eyes opposite her dark brown ones, we always joked about being twins .
" Ugh , why do i fucking like him so much ?" i sighed getting up from my couch .
" Cause , yall drunk in love . You and my bro gone work it out . " She said referring to me & rome . We'd been messing around 2 years on and off . I was tired of being his side bitch .
" no , i hate him . hope he die somewhere ." i said not sure i meant it .
" dont do my bro !" she laughed .
" yo bro always doing me bogus tho . " I replied following her to the kitchen . Mia & Rome have been friends longer than she & I have . they're close as hell . She always thought we would be something . & i hate the fact that she more than right .
