The Girl With Red Eyes

Chapter 1: the beggining of the same life

A/N: girl on top is what Patience looks like, just pretend she has red eyes!
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Have you ever wanted to know what it was like being different but the same? Everyday I sit around and cower in fear just because of life. Nothing ever changes, but nothing ever stays the same. Every day is the same....but have u wondered what it would be like if it changed, if the whole world just did something... different. Yeah, you just keep dreaming of it and waiting till it'll happen, will it ever happen? Yeah I don't think so either.
"PATIENCE" I perked out of my daydream
"Y-yes Mrs. Deven" I stuttered, she looked at me with an expression of disappointment,
She sighed "please, pay attention in class"
"Oh...um yes I'm quite sorry mrs."
My name is Patience, Patience Nicole-Ann Rose, I am 16 and living in this hell hole called high school. Ever herd of it, yeah, it's the place where your life ends when you step foot upon its ground, it's the place where everyone acts like wild animals, it's the place where everyone is assigned groups at the lunch tables, it's the place where you get an award for putting WAY to much makeup on, it's the place where u lose ur virginity....in the hallways, it's the place where teenagers think they can do WHATEVER THEY FUCKING WANT, it's the place where your life becomes a living hell when you're me, it's the place that makes me wanna kill myself even more then I wanted....it's the place. Why does everyone look at me in a weird way or in a way they are scared, why do they run away when they see me, why do people have to think I'm something else when I'm not, oh wait it's because they think I'm evil and I'm going to kill them with one look from my eyes, I am strange according to people, I have red eyes, yes red eyes that do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! One look from a person and they are gone like the wind, yup my life.
"Patience"
"Huh?"
"Are you all right, you keep dosing off and such, are you feeling all right?" I look over to see my best friend, wait, scratch that my ONLY friend, Ivella Jones, I don't know why she my friend, she's practically the most popular girl in school with her beautiful, medium long, soft, dirty-blonde hair, beautiful light blue eyes, and a positive and very nice attitude toward everyone, hmmm that's probably why we are friends, because she is nice to everyone who knows why, I'm not the only one who questions it.
"Yeah I'm fine, just...thinking, I guess" yeah, thinking.
"Ok, whatever you say. Hey did u hear the news?"
"Ummm, no, and u think I care?"
"No, but come on this is BIG" ohhhh boy, embrace yourself
"Ok, get it over with"
"So, I looked at the popular list on the school website" yeah we have a school website with a popularity list, it's weird I know. "And I am so close to beating Claire and I'll be at the top EEEK!" I just roll my eyes.
"Who was at the bottom?" She looks at me surprised, we both know who's at the bottom, but I wanna see what lie she'll make up today.
"Oh...well...um I-I didn't check"
"Ivy, we both know who's at the bottom"
"Oh, come on someone else is probably at the bottom"
"Yeah, sure. Any other news before the bell rings?"
"Hmmmmm, no not yet" then the bell rung to go to the next class. I stand there and wait, just waiting till everyone is gone, out of the halls
Let's just say my life is a living hell with what I have to put up with, everyday people treat me like garbage, even my dad. My mom died a few years after my birth, but she left a note. I wish mom was still here, I barley knew her but, her letter symbolizes that she would've been a better parent. Heh, her note is what keeps me going

Dear my beloved daughter,
I can tell I don't have that long to live, my sickness has gotten bad and getting worse by the second, I noticed your father has been drinking more and I don't know what will happen when I'm gone, whatever it is please, take care of your father no matter what. Patience Nicole-Ann Rose you will always be in my heart, you my not be like the other kids, you may have a non-normal eye color, and you may be different, but remember you are special! You where born with that eye color for a reason, and you will find that reason 'cause you are gifted! Please don't lose hope and I love you with all my heart!
Sincerely, your mother.


That letter means everything to me, and everyday I ask myself 'why don't I just go live with her?' It pops in my head every. single. DAY. I also wonder what mom looks like, I saw her in photos with her beautiful, short black hair and beautiful baby blue eyes...why couldn't I be as perfect as mom? Why? Why couldn't she stay? Why? It's all my fault. So, why don't I go live with her? Why?

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First chapter, ohhhhhhhhh, I hope you guys enjoy and I hope I'll get to update as soon as possible!!! bye
~Ozzi❤️️