I know no one reads these so imma be asking questions to myself -_-
Have you every had that one person who can make you laugh or smile whenever? Maybe just by looking at you or doing something stupid, but somehow in your darkest times they make you smile. I go through a thing every once and a while where I don't want to eat. But I force myself to and the person made me smile and gave me a reason to eat, they reminded me that I did have friends who cared about me. So, I guess that's it.
Thank you to that person even if you don't know why you are :)