This feeling...
It scares me.
Who am I, that I would care for everyone?
Who am I, that I would take your burdens on my shoulders?
Who am I, who cares nothing for herself,
And would die for her friends?
Who am I, who helps others with their problems,
But can't help herself ?
That mask of emotionlessness,
Just a cover,
A wall.
Built around myself, reinforced everyday.
Burying my feelings deep within myself,
Hoping no one would find them.
Why do i do this?
What harm could it cause?
Love hurts,
Love heals,
Love loves.
Love is wonderful,
Love is horrible.
It can tear you apart,
It can bring people together,
It brings happiness,
It brings sadness,
It brings confusion,
It brings clarity.
What is love?
What isn't love?
Love is everything,
Love isn't anything.
I'm scared of love.
Scared to feel,
Scared to love,
Scared to hurt,
Scared to commit,
Scared to do,
Scared to give,
Scared to take,
Scared to understand,
Scared to not know.
